survive

flu, fever, sore throat, headache
i'm getting sick! and i dont know how i survive from this 3 days
finally, these horrible exam days had past
its very hard to focus what you have learn and memorize everything when getting sick
especially the 2 subject: anatomy and phisiology, med-surg
really killing me, not wish to score high mark just hope that i can pass all
anatomy and physiology, fundemental of nursing, medical-surgical of nursing, spiritual
catch some breath, luckily i pass all for the 4 subject!
i have no choice to stuck tissue paper on the two hole because of snivel non stop!
cant even wipe my nose coz it already skin break! painful
my friend keep laughing on my clown nose, it looks so red!
during the lecture is really torture
i'm so sleepy due to lack of sleep and sick
and murphy keep wake me up for listening to the lecture
i'm trying not to fall asleep but it's really hard
after i wake up, she turn to fishing there
very seldom and rare you can see murphy fishing or sleep in class during lecture
it's real! can see how tired we are!!
have no choice but to drink livita to make myself alert.. can prove that livita its really useful but cant over depend on it cox it will make us addicted to it
one of my classmate had edit a part of the lyrics from a song.. I got a feeling
when i listen the lyrics, i raise both of my hand to agree it!

monday tuesday wednesday and thursday
friday saturday and sunday
study everyday

yeah man!! i agree it!!
yesterday, my classmate rowenne, sally and taylor suddenly start the topic about clubbing
we became so excited plan to go by this weekend
and the objective for us to go club is the same!
but due to we already spend lots of money for adding new cloths for our cupboard
wait hospital pay this month allowance for us only decide ba
i dont have that habit to ask money from my parents since i graduated from high school
have to save using money, otherwise spend over will make myself suffer only
suppose now i can go back already
but still sitting here blogging
waiting the time to get the assignment from ward there to do my care plan
tomorrow morning shift!!!!!
tahan!!!! 1 more week!!
chinese new year!!!

Headache

argh...

~headache~seems like my head is pounding by something very hard

overloading of my brain

3 test need to go on from next monday to wednesday! thursday and friday on morning shift!which means this weekend i dont have so much time for me to hang out

everyday lesson from 8 to 5
i m so desperate to shout and scream!!!but if you are in my class you can see from 130 onward my classmate will become dead fish 1 by 1 including me!! i m seriously lack of sleep. *gosh* my eye bag!!!
as you know human are not so easy to fulfill what they already have
myself also the same, i admit it! hee..
before that i wish not to stay in hostel.
yes! dream comes true, no more hostel life for myself but have condition need to follow also larh. i need to maintain my mid-term grade do not less than 60%
but now, all i wish is..
i hope i can stick on my lovely queen size bed longer!!
everyday i keep on reading my notes, prepare care plan, memories the points till i feel like my eye ball is going to roll out from my socket
my goodnesssssssssss
i want to release all the tension!!
its hard to express all my tension all the stress all the feeling by this inanimate typing
want to go for a swim, no time.
hiking? after torture by my college already bo lat and i think this is not my style to release tension
scuba diving?? yeah! i want but go where, i dun wan dive on swimming pool! almost 2 years didnt dive at all! waste the money go and get the license. haiz..
stuck the earphone on my ear with the loud music? yes, i did it always
hang out? no time for me to pang sai ad but hang out?
i think the best way for me is bloging more often, shout on my blog oftenly.
and another way for me to release the tension is.. hmm.. only some will know
i wish can club together with them but he always say better stay at home lying on bed chit chat sleeping rather than go club though everytime we dont have to pay.
now the only thing that can make me feel so excited is the CNY is coming soon!!
this chinese new year will be different from the previous 18 years so boring!! *shaking*
stay tune, you will know.. hahaxx..
i still have 4 hours to sleep only i guess.
Thaipusam! later on i am going to pai pai together with zhan hui's family
5am depart from his house, means that i have to arrive before 5am!
*yawning*
my brain keep sliding the picture of that serious injured of the both hand, of course is not mine
its very very very serious
i first time getting shock when i saw the injury side
can be use scary to mention this time
already seen macam macam wound till i dont have any feeling on see blood, bone. actually i never ever phobia to these. bo rasa~~
but it's really helping me to bring back the sense that suppose our human have
the hand is fracture until almost leave out the arm
its due to working incident.
hmm.. my head is hurting and my stomach is percussioning
lazy go and search anything to eat and i think i have to get 2 panadol to stop the feeling of headache again
haiz..tomorrow have to help my uncle making kuih ka pek again..
argh, why every year also me???
i'm damn tired larh wei!!

27122009-北马大旗鼓游行

invite by ah loong to join them.

having so much fun together with them

we walk from padang that opposite CDK to explanade.

long journey but didn't feel tired.

we 6 something arrive there, park our motorcycle at BHP petrol station there.

then make some preparation.

11 something receive messege from amanda. pity her

curi-curi lend motor from ah liang drive to gp fetch her come to join us

so kesian, eye cry till so red and swelling.

haiz.. sayang larh wei..

meet them at BHP petrol station and went to have our supper

ah loong pay!! hahax..

after these all of us already tired and go back ad coz we the next day we will have our next trip to ipoh, tambun

The Lost World

~wee~

sorry larh amanda, cant really accomany you on that night.

all of us, except me and william coz i m the camara man and i dont know where he went

ah loong

ah liang's son

he is trying to carry it.
it's not that light

exausted!!

Gabriel turn!!

ah loong

lastly.. me and him

26122009- Gathering at La Mei Zhi

firstly.. i wanna congraz to my cousin cox that day she was baptized to become an seventh-day adventist..

finally she found back the happiness the fresh air from the protection of God, though i'm not christian but i believe that you will be always happy after you choose this way..

proud of you, you finally make a decision for yourself and not because of other.

we sayang and love you always

~night time~

tambun seafood at last change to yongqi's restaurant at crystal point there due to tambun is too far, and some of them cant go..

suppose we start our steamboat on 630

but.. haha.. we late again!!

on that time i still nua at home samo the present i also haven't go and buy yet.

quickly rush to queensbay the face shop buy a hand cream then rush to La Mei Zhi

reach there, i tot when i open the door i will hear very noisy sound that i familiar with

mana tau.. bo wo..

guan lai, that 世界大美女 and minkar haven't reach yet ( luckily i'm not the last one.. XD)

zhaoyin, cheayeong, joohuei, amanda was absent

after these, we plan to coffee island cont our fun and exchange our xmas present

me, minkar, yongqi and shelvone follow yuntyn's car

and that 世界大美女driving are sooo~~ horrible

she drive not even 5 minutes, just wanna drive out from sungai nibong junction only

already make me scream with high pitch..

my goodness!! my driving scale already make can make people shout d

but she is make all of us scream

no wonder minkar ask me lubricate my throat first before enter her car

at last we change to sunrise mcd coz some of them at gurney

for their convenien we meet them at sunrise mcd

and we also go and fetch amanda from gp cox she just finish from work

after we exchange our present plan to go back and yilin's car was parked at coffee island there.

they plan to go get their car by walking but for their safety we have a BEST solution

we all 10 people went into 1 myvi!!!

during the journey from sunrise mcd to coffee island damn funny!

we all keep joking in the car, laughing, samo we scare meet road block.

beside our car, there are so many motocycles, cars drivers and passenger keep look at us.

damn paiseh but we enjoy!

after drop them at coffee island

yuntyn drop me, amanda and yongqi at yongqi's apartment

and yongqi take car fetch me and amanda back again.

so troublesome bit regret i didnt drive that day

amanda still dont want back home yet.

so i ask yongqi drop me and amanda at his house there to get my car hang out with amanda again

after yongqi drop us at his house downstair wan make a u-turn go back, but me and amanda keep cho siao at the middle of the road (=.= never die before) to block yongqi without looking the road condition

when i realise, there is an UNSER behind us already.

ooppss.. his friend and our f5 classmate sherynn was in the car!

me and amanda was so shock when saw sherynn. so paiseh!

didnt meet each other since graduated but meet in this condition

hahaxx!! sia sui nia

get into my car.. went to sunset again

amanda was so moody.. haiz..

cheer larh my friend..

here is ours photo

shelvone and me. we was born in the same day

my seat at La Mei Zhi

jesmine get the present that bought from me.

minkar's present is bought from jesmine

chiajern was so lucky! choc!! from yongqi

susan get from yuntyn

and me get chocolate too! from minkar

yuntyn (i forgot she get from who d)

yilin

yuntyn, minkar and jesmine.

3 in black!

yongqi and me

the two didnt bring along their present.

amanda and shelvone

amanda, shelvone, yongqi and me!!

our group photo.2008 PCGHS School Band Form5 Member. except joohuei, zhaoyin and cheayeong

~Friends forever~

24122009- X'mas Eve

actually we our band mate have plan to go b.f on that morning but cancel

change to go tambun eat seafood on 26 night

~Xmas eve~

5 something we already depart from home avoid traffic jam

we went to gurney first

have our dinner at hua xi di

then heading to converse

he bought me present

~wee~

chit chat with snj colleague a while then we went to sunset to enjoy the moment of xmas eve

dunno is the food got problem or not

coz both of us also not feel very well and at last we both vomit at toilet.

hahaxx

we take some photo at park royal there..

the xmas tree were so beautiful just it is not as huge as gurney plaza

after these

we meet up ah loong and gabriel them at pub there.

we drink, laugh and dance like hell

hahaxx

i'm so happy to be with them

i'm so happy and so glad to be with you

MERRY CHRISTMAS!!

p/s i din drunk on that night

we capture our image in the dunno what ball that hang it on the xmas tree

someone act cute!!



us

23122009- Band mate gathering

Susan had back from Australia, Chiajern also back from kampar, and zhaoyin chiayeong still on form6 holiday

plus that kangyilin finally appear herself (beng beng take A-level at penang KDU nia, but make all of us tot that she already oversea. NO CONTACT AT ALL!)

so they decide to have a gathering for our badge band member.

they said we all me at PCGHS visit our juniors first then only decide where to have our lunch

but most of them also late to high school, including me!!

i got reason larh k, i have to finish my care plan mer, i work afternoon shift that day

at last we decide to go sunrise pizza hut to have our lunch and wait for the rest who not yet come

here we are

us, gathering at pizza hut again.

except amanda, joohuei have to work and shelvone absent

hahaxx!! us in sunrise pizza hut to have our first gathering after we graduated

if i m not mistaken, that day is 3rd of January 2009..

our hair still short!!

02122009- Min Kar's 18

erm. it's last years..

now only update

minkar officially turn to 18

we celebrate for her at coffee island together with

joohuei, yongqi and yuntyn

joohuei heading to club, left only us..

Random update

still have time..

try my best to upload everything that i want to upload

kinda busy and tired lorh

i have so much things need to run through

most of my classmate tot that after i moving out from hostel

my night life sure very interesting and very enjoy

ermhmm.. correction

you all also know that this semester is very busy and this semester is the most difficult semester d lorh.

after finish school reach home, the first thing to do is lie on my bed and try to get a short nap lorh

i prefer to sleep on my bed rather than hanging out at weekdays night..

night life? i only have my night life on friday and saturday night. interesting and enjoy uhh..

every morning have to spend half an hour from my house to college, normally not even 15 min.

because of CLHS, SHANG WU PRIMARY and UHS!

the road is sooo jam. make me so irritated!

i want to drive motorcycle to college, save lots of time and i need not wake up so early

mayb can sleep until 715 only wake up still can be on time, save petrol samo have been riding motorcycle since i'm form4, the way to college is actually the same to my high school

but lerh, because of WILLIAM LIM not allow!

waste my neuron cell to think and plan so much

i had ask him so many time, answer still the same

"BEH SAI!!!"

haiz.. forget bout it.

friday midnight, i nearl get heart attack from my dad

that day i quite tired after i came back from hospital. he also lack of sleep for almost 2 days d so we decide not going out on that night

we both fall asleep while chit chatting, that time is only 2230.

at 0030

my mum knock my room door, of course i cant answer her coz i already die on my bed

my mum have no choice but to open the door without my permission (~hee, my family very respect each other eh 'knock the door before come in' ) looking at the two dead fish lying on the bed.. haha..

"ah ting! wake up! fetch your papa go hospital now! he's not feeling well! faster!"

it takes quite much time for my mum to wake me up lorh..

~ if possible, dont tell any hard to digest d messege to an unconcious or semi-concious d people, coz the only respone that person will react to you is, staring at you, looks blur n no idea ~

looking at the people beside me, still dying on the bed without giving any respond, dont wake him up le

i drive my mum's car fetch my dad to adventist coz i only familiar with adventist d system compare to other hospital (actually, i only trust the doctor of adventist)

i macam drive ambulance lorh for the whole journey to adventist

that time i think back what zhan hui told me before when i work with him

put double signal and keep shine the high beam, everyone sure will let you pass by eh

i decide to do this, but that day not so many car on the road only

"ah ting, drive slowly, i m ok..."

please larh! look at your face, pale, cold sweat, speak also cant speak clearly already, like that you tell me you're ok??

eh, your daughter taking nursing course not noob course k

i clear than you what's the situation ok..

doctor ask him to admit hospital but that lao ah pek stubborn ka si!!!!

dont want!

lou dao!!! you really kek die me!!

how i pujuk also dont want

at last, doctor give him strong medication to control his faintness

if sunday still not ok, must admit this time

hope that is nothing larh.

reach home, i have to pujuk another people again

"why just now you din wake me up to fetch your papa go hospital??!!"

T.T dear arrrhhhhh!!!

i let you sleep mah, you told me this 2 days you only sleep for 2 hours.

i know you scare they misunderstanding

they know that you have to work early in the morning. they wont mind eh.

how you treat us, they know very well.

dont think too much larh.. bo su eh..

SPECIALLY for you.. JUST for you, SLUT

phew..
finally I'm free from last year's final vacation till now.. nyek nyek
happy new year everyone.. new year started, i also did a lot of changes for my own..
second semester had start, this is a tough semester among the 6 semesters, means that upon i pass this semester, everything will be easier. we will get our nurse cap on this march that will be held in berjaya hotel. hee.. i have told you all d lorh, i really want to be a nurse eh. my friends and relative n even my parents also couldn't believe till i get the letter from adventist that i have been chosen by a JCI hospital and college!!! i know i look NOT MATCH! but this is the truth.. hee.. the system there are very strict especially our result and training. everyone study in college n i did the same, but then my college is much more different that others.. mayb more difficult and gotta always be prepared.. and my semester break =.= only 2 weeks per half year.
next, here is a good news! i no longer stay in hostel!!! wee~~~
so syok! but so pity to murphy larh, since i get the confirmation letter from college, she moody till wanna cry d. last thursday was my last night to stay in hostel, she come ma pou with me although we already in the same room. when i tell my guarantor that i want to move out, first thing she ask got people bully me hor.. =.= please larh, since when i kena bully eh, always I'm the one bully people nia gua. i am bad girl lai mah, some more now have the new title 狐狸精for me d lorh, already get use to it larh. as my cousin told me
" guan si toh ho lar, who ask your parent born you with chao lang bin, even you're ho lang, people also will think that you're bad for the first impression because of you face, 狐狸精？and ppl immature dun go care bout it la. not bad mah!" but then i don't even wan to bother bout that immature kids. waste my time as i wont get any benefit from there. she thought she can shake my life with those silly and idiot words.. come on, look around yrself la, who cares bout that.. mirror yrself be4 u hurl out any comment bout others la.. dun make ppl laugh on yr immature act la. or mayb she just 1 ppl to pity bout her la.. whatever la.. non of my business.. n i'm not so KAY PO n busybody to gossip bout others.. let it be la, haha.. even his fren also say y that girl satu macam eh? scare ppl dunno wat's going on? sampai wan to go gurney also need to post in fb ' I'm going to gurney plaza later'.. really so swt.. haha.. back to the topic, just wanna say that I'm doing well, I'm happy with my life.. friends out there, don't worry bout me ya.. hehe..
after all, i survive from my past, i forget and left my old self behind.. for those friend who know about my past are happy and glad to see the new ME.
erm, you call this tough? you want to know what really tough is? you want to try that feeling?
hopeless? disappointed? pain? hurt? heartache? bleed?
If yours story are add in these adjective, better take it out before my friends laugh and look down you
wants to compare? no need larh. you cant even compare part of it
have you ever try to bare a burden until yourself feel like you don't have that wish to bare it and choose to give up everything, and that burden i have to bare it forever and the rest of my life
i m not a 悲观people, thick face a bit.. people who know me they know that i m a person who are active, annoying, talkative cant sit properly, naughty, luan luan go, anywhere also can go, even my dad also tao tia with me. haha..
long time didn't use chinese ad. hao len my chinese a while.. XD
全部事情一起发生而且就只有一个人自己承担，一无所有，书都读不成，身心俱创。时间已逝，我放过他也释放自己在那沉重的枷锁，还是朋友。唯独我家那固执的老阿伯和他那一群的老兄还不能释怀
崩溃？请注意用词，一个人是没那么容易去崩溃的，而且当一个人崩溃的时候并不是那么的清醒，完全不懂得下一步要做什么，要怎样？我并不觉得你是在崩溃喔，那么的清醒，还有本事在facebook大喊大叫让全世界知道, 我认为你在发飙幼稚多过崩溃，无聊到处翻我的陈年往事，才知道那么一点点的小事情就到处献宝？还是你希望有人帮你传达那“天大的事情”过后，希望可以透过这机会，可以帮你做主，即使得不到也来个玉石俱灰？
我很感谢所有对这件事那么关注，给那么多意见的人，也帮了不少那可怜的小孩。这段日子不好意思浪费诸位宝贵的口水，让在下成为街坊茗茶话题，不过试问诸位都认识我吗？而认识我的请问你了解在下吗？都不，是吗？那么何必过于积极给于一些无关痛痒于诸位甚自伤害他人的意见与评论呢？冒昧一句，你们认为你们都有这些资格来批评一个你们不了解甚至不认识的人吗？
当你长得越大，经历的事越多，看得事情就不一样了
我并不会特地将人拿来比较，十枝手指各有长短。现在他很疼我，之前的也不错。试问哪一个人不疼自己的伴侣，只是性格生活方式不一样，不适合不能继续。当找到一个彼此都适合就可能会觉得之前的并不了解，疼自己。从不同的角度去看会看到不一样的事情与见解
遇到最最最不想遇到的人？阁下确定？还是很想遇到？若阁下真的很不想遇到为何阁下又牵着你最想珍惜的那个人在你最最最不想遇到的那个人面前晃来晃去呢？用意何在？是想证明阁下现在很快乐很幸福？放心啦，阁下的高度我们还能看得到，更何况我们又没盲我们的眼睛都并不小很不幸的，阁下已成为我课余纾解压力的管道，沉重的课业，工作以及生活上的压力都在这里给抒发了！在此声明，在下从未说过我是好人，阁下认为本人会在意你那没有经过大脑的行为到处损人名誉的行为吗？很不好意识，在下并不是靠名吃饭的人，装你的可怜兮兮无辜样博同情，在下可以告诉您，像你这样子的假人是你那最最最不想遇到的那个人最讨厌及最瞧不起的那一种人。本人也比谁更清楚我是生活在属于我轨道上的人，我有我的消遣，娱乐与生活方式，也很不幸的，阁下那个最最最不想遇到的那个人是和在下一样，都是生活在同一个世界的人，我们彼此都不会约束彼此也不会反对彼此，我们都很“享受”彼此“玩”的生活。
我给他面子，让你保持你那乖乖淑女形象，你却把我的忍让当做没有一回事，在下容忍度是有一个极限的。事情没弄清来龙去脉，不分青红皂白一直在另一头大喊大叫！反省及回想发生过什么事再来叫，不要一直做一些无聊幼稚行为来让我对你更反感。用你的大脑想一想，本人从2008年就认识他了，要撬也不必等到现在。。

DONT JUDGE ME IF YOU DONT KNOW ME!
Thank you very much! Till then

PCGHS School Band 30th Anniversary and Farewell

1221

went back to high school coz all of us are invited to attend the school band 30th anniversary and farewell

long time didnt come back, so familiar but also feel stranger

look at all the junior, almost me and my friends also cant recognise

some we dont even know them

at 1st we tot that is FOC but when we reach there only realise we have to pay rm15!!

bo huat, already there, have to give face

very bo worth larh wei! food bo ho liao

some more haven't start eat kena scold "you all are very embarrass" by TC-guru penasihat of the band

what the~~~

everytime we went back also kena shoot d lorh

sport day also kena shoot

anniversary also kena shoot

we are not under her control d but she like still want to control us

after these all of us have all decide

we will not attend the coming anniversary d!

us.. in the auditorium of PCGHS

last time we always have our indoor concert practise here

so much memories and so memorable

taken at our school "5 start toilet"

our school very willing to spend a large amout of money to renovate a place that everybody pang sai pang jio but bo keep clean eh place but dont want to spend it in a correct way eh

dont jpn d ppl is evaluate the toilet lerh or evaluate the school

start to eat and also start to get scold from the pink shirt d ppl

see.. stand behind yun tyn nia

after jesmine took this pic nia

all of us kena m16 d