Beats of mine

Cindy big day!!

2011-10-29T17:56:00.000+08:00

3rd Sept.

William another cousin Cindy big.

Finally her turn to got married with her love one.

last year was her sister Irene and now she.

congrattzzz

The grandma side family member.

Ooi's family member.

Towards year end..

2011-10-29T17:44:00.003+08:00

I'm back, was away almost one month.
finally finish the semester5 final exam!phew..
seriously, I hate exam just because of I'm too lazy in prepare it and have to rush last minute and burn the midnight oil.
but this semester is worsen than previous final exam, I totally didnt put effort on it, not even 11pm I already felt so sleepy and in love with my bed!
anyway, is coming towards the year end.
William and I all were officially turn 20!! happy 20 birthday, and 2 years anniversary to both of us!
sometime things may not be so smoothly as what we wish in so many ways and catagaries such as carrier, study, social relationship even family relationship. but as long as we are in the correct pathway and very conscious in what are we doing, there are no right or wrong to be judge!
everyone have their certain point that not to be in, but as long as there is someone always support and be with you, you will never feel alone, take a deep breath, tomorrow will be another brighter day.
no worry, as I said, I will always be with you. wish you will be happy always and less worry.
Love you always.

Avril Lavigne - Smile

2011-10-01T16:56:00.001+08:00

Avril Lavigne - Wish You Were Here

2011-10-01T16:56:00.000+08:00

=D

2011-10-01T16:55:00.000+08:00

Kinda relax today.. maybe just feel happy??
well, i had start to learn how to put down the anger. Thanks to her.
i know myself are freaking bad temper but anyway thanks for giving me a chance to talk things that I wish to talk in that quite weird situation. haa.. I just feel release!

just to share with everyone! my hot punk chick idol is back! Avril Lavigne is back!
was waiting so long for her new song new album!
she is so real and not fake like others singer&artist!
her song all are so meaningful so touch although peoples says her style is rude. for me, NO! i like her style damn much!
I like these 2 new songs the most!
I just can't stop to love her!

voices

2011-09-16T19:32:00.000+08:00

Guys, i'm back.. well, was very busy for the pass 2 months.
finally I'm in final year for the course I'm taking!
god bless i wanna graduate in very short time!
few of my friends was away from malaysia to continue their further studies
and i realize surrounding me those long long close friends of mine is getting lesser and lesser
maybe this is a part of our life when we're growing. I miss you all damn much. still wish to sampat together with you all!
though nowadays have lots of friends. social activities, night life lots but i wish i have peaceful mind.
I'll be going 20 year old in 2 days time, wish you all would be around!
things that worried getting more and more and smiling getting lesser and lesser.
seriously need a deep talk friend!

曾经有位朋友说过
“你也是个人，有情绪也是很正常，这世界本来就不公平，何必逼自己用坚强把自己伪装起来”
好一针见血的一句
说真的，人长得越大知道得越多不见得是一件好事
我宁愿像小时候七岁以前住老家的时候一样，天塌下来都不关我事，放学回家，书包一丢，骑上脚车整个村里趴趴走
生活在拥有超过10人的大家庭里，看透了人与人的虚情假意，互相利用，落井下石还有无理的诬蔑，人世险恶！再纯净的心也会蒙上阴霾！
如果不够强悍，就会成为恶虎嘴里叼的一块肉。多亏你们无情的伤害最疼爱我的那一家人，造就了现在你们所谓无情与毒舌的我
我是多么的心疼他们当时所受的委屈与无助，很怨恨当时我的不知情与无能为力
每次的舌枪唇战，背着对人的怨恨，对人的怀疑，虽然我说这些能让我的脑袋保持灵活预防老人痴呆胜于打麻将，但这些都弄得我好累
我很羡慕mimi的放得开，原谅所有对不起他们，对人还是抱着希望的态度
他说过放过他人也解放自己，耶稣也原谅了所有背叛他的世人
也许我也该尝试放下过去原谅他人，放过我自己了
给自己一个最棒的二十岁生日礼物！

Penang State Marching Band Competition

2011-07-30T20:33:00.002+08:00

the competition was held in usm football field

on 25th of june

nothing much to write

but i feel so touched when i saw my junior solo in one part

proud of you!!

when see the present time

we had so much of feeling at that moment

we miss band very much!

we were so desperate to march together with them!

and realize that we been graduated 3 years

the song that they blow was the song that we plan to use in 2008 competion

which the year when we're in form 5

but due to some issue

we didnt join the competion but be the guest in opening ceremony

no matter how's the result will be

still proud with you all

things that you all face and gone through

i was also gone through before

was part of my high school life too

and also the precious memory for me

Red Hill

2011-07-30T20:08:00.003+08:00

Red Hill

=.= direct translate from Juli

Bukit Merah = Red Hill

right before our college reopen

we gather together went to bukit merah

actually its not the place that i want to go but as long as we can have fun together

i dont mind

we was plan I'm the one of be the driver to fetch all penang island people

but lerh, my bf love me too much also worry too much

at last he follow us to go

glad that he can get along with all my friends

have so much fun together

and all my friend were so like him and keep on

telling me that i was so lucky to have a such good bf

ya I knew

otherwise we wont be together for 2 years

haha

forgive my thick face

but he really sayang me!!

upon reaching.

buying ticket

but some of us keep busying in take pic

Juli, Abby, me

ignore the messy hair

our favorite!!

this is the only one we keep on playing!

yea.. Us

from the left

yenwen, reneeta, me, juli, abby and sheyma

we purposely choose weekday just dont want to have so many ppl there

but still

and all is BLACK ANT

arab season

on the way back time

we have our dinner at seoul garden auto city

we lost some amount of fat when in Bukit merah

but we gain double portion in 1 hour plus

its really hungry!!

Update

2011-07-30T19:37:00.002+08:00

I'm back again

been away for 1 month.

Finally i start my final year in my course

its very hectic for this year

start to work for full shift, midnight shift ( i wish i wont see any ho hia ti!)

ICU, operating theater, cath lab

community health, which mean need to expose to community

and last school health.

interesting right? i feel so.

here i'm going ti update some part of my holiday activities

lazy to update.

still the same

fb will shown.

forgive my pun tua hardly can find i so hardworking.

peace!! :)

Juli's bro big big day!!!

2011-07-02T15:01:00.008+08:00

Part 1- wedding eve

9th of june.

wedding eve

was invited by juli to attend her brother's wedding.

and the beautiful bride is a indonesian chinese

a pretty tall fair lady

the wedding eve buffet was held in juli house

at tambun, Taman Tambun Indah

the brother - Gary

拜天地

that is me and my besties Juli!!!!

Part 2- wedding day

morning.

the same tradision and the same cantonese culture

接新娘！！！

the brother is so happy

smile until cant see the eyes

lets go to E&O Hotel!!

the pretty bride

wee wu wit~~

Juli's parents!!

cant wait too drink the sam pou cha

the famili photo

Part 3- wedding dinner

the dinner was held in E&O Hotel

the food they serve is awesome and the grand ballroom is very gorgeous

she looks so pretty

of course I will never go alone

ah dear is with me!!

thanks for inviting to the happy occasion!!

really have so much fun on that day with all her friends and cousin

they all are very good and kind people

and william that fellow got drunk on that day because of they serve free flow wine!!

tsk tsk..

portion he drank is same as me

i not yet drunk but he drunk

until he need people to carry him to the front door to wait for me to get the car

thought can cross over the road to continue enjoy and crazy in UPR

I love my Friends

2011-06-19T20:19:00.003+08:00

it been 3 weeks ago..

finally got the chance to hang out together with my 2 lovely friends

joohuei and yeonglyn

had a great and crazy night with them and without boyfriend!!

changing and headed to mois after back from gurney

woohoo!!!

so long didnt been so crazy and bad girl!!!

i really enjoy to the max!!!

P/S: sorry about I make both of scare because of my driving attitude when I drop both of you back.. I just wanna faster to be home.. someone is worried like hell that night.. hee

ah joo!!

yeonglyn and I..

three of us!!

thanks to markus be our camera man..

Mothers day

2011-06-19T20:11:00.002+08:00

The dinner is held at sunshine 4th floor

again this year we join this celebration

it is very fun and relax when having gathering with his family

our table is only for ' youngster'

behind- his 3 lovely cousins, sister, youngest uncle

front- his mum, 4th aunt and youngest uncle's wife

The so call REVISION WEEK

2011-06-19T20:03:00.004+08:00

The week before our semester 4 final exam..

our college give us one week opportunity to revision

and we use the time wisely in playing and hanging all over around!

from the first day to the last day

hanging in GP especially in GSC!

we didnt miss one of the movie during that week!

haa

here is the day I hang out only with Juli

at teluk bahang, tanjung bungah and straight quay

The end

2011-06-19T19:42:00.002+08:00

say bye to Singapore

really enjoy the trip with him

thanks to the cousins all are so kind and so friendly to bring us all around

specially thanks to him for willing to spend time

and bring me travel around when I'm in holiday

on the flight!!!

ah dear! love you oh!!

but honestly.. travel is kinda tiring..

Sentosa & Universal Studio

2011-06-19T18:51:00.005+08:00

The last day we stay in singapore..

before we went back to Malaysia

we went to Vivo city and sentosa there to enjoy till the end

SuperDog fast food restaurant

sentosa beach

we round to Universal studio again for the last look

haa.. but just outside only..

Marina Bay

2011-06-19T18:28:00.002+08:00

Marina Bay..

the shopping mall gather all the super brand here..

Chanel, Gucci, Hermes, bla bla bla...

if you wish to buy a branded bag which is SUPER BRAND

you're most welcome to come here

man's dream~~

ferrari!!

Chanel..

same lots but 3 floors..

want to get what I mean?

when you get there you will know..

robot MAN

he move like a robat but is a human

you can even see he close his eye or swallow saliva!

spot the nipple??

but not my nipple.. XD

tired like hell

I'm not deaddd

2011-06-14T19:41:00.002+08:00

hi, everyone!!

finally I'm on holiday..

just that, I'm still the same in LAZY!!!

anyway.. just pass by to drop a message that I'm still alive in this world

and I'll post EVERYTHING what I want to post in this holiday

I PROMISE!!!

hopefully I can do so.. hee :))

Orchard

2011-04-08T00:10:00.003+08:00

Orchard

a shopping heaven for everyone of us!

actually i plan to buy a lot of things

and during that time, singapore was having christmas sale

so everything over there are very cheap no matter it is branded or not.

but when i reach over there, my goodness!!

there are so many people! so crowded until i feel like I'm suffocate especially at the lower ground shopping mall!

and make me reduce the excitement of shopping mood

I don't like to flush with people larh!!!

i dont even have the mood to go and search the things that I wanted

william and I plan to come here again during my june vacation

to continue the plan of shopping.

in the MRT

sanlee and her husband

am I looks like I'm carrying the bag??

but I'm not hunger and desperate for LV

but I love marc by marc jacobs!

Juli!! when are you going to Europe again??

bring 1 back for me please!!

the huge christmas tree in front of the ion orchard super brand shopping mall.

yea, we meet up kangping and sherynn there.

the best friend since kindergarten until now.

the last time best buddies and ex-classmate

since form3 the genting trip with my same age cousin

so next time if you wanted to gossip about me,

kindly please check properly the relationship in between

otherwise, things may come back to my ear,

and words that come out from my mouth sound not that good

lastly, you are the one putting you yourself in shame.

Clark Quay

2011-04-07T23:08:00.004+08:00

Clarke Quay

is a place have more than 1 club, cafe, bar and so on..

just like our upper penang road, is a place that our young people like to spend time with!

so many la mei over there! wee wu wit!! nose bleed wei!!

anyway, william and I plan to come over here next time and enter to the club! wohoo!!

other than that clubs, cafes, bars...

there also have a very nice view to take photo too.

due to my laziness, i just post some. more photo are posted on my fb.

I love Singapore!!!

Clarke Quay sign board

the Christmas decoration

la mei and handsome guy damn much!!!

view. during day time, there have river taxi service

Marina Bay tower!!

from there also can see the view of marina bay!

it's a hotel if i not mistaken. the cheapest room also cost at least 600 in sing dollars.

ah dear and I

the cousin all said, we looks the same

are we? when we back to his grandma house at Kupang, Kedah

all of the relative say the same thing. o.O

the police also damn yao yeng compare to here!

strictly no kopi duit! fair and sqaure!

salute to singapore police!

Ah Mo Kio + Bugis streets

2011-04-07T22:15:00.003+08:00

25th of december, christmas

after we woke up and prepare everything, we start our journey again not by car

is by the public transport facilities

destination- Ah Mo Kio and Bugis street!!

this really impress me!!

their public facilities are very systematic and very organized!

very convenience and easy to use, just using and top up a E-Z link card!

you can travel the whole singapore.

when our malaysia can reach this standard???

my carelessness and forgetful make me lost things in singapore again!!! ish

i just bought 3 shirt as souvenir for my cousin at ah mo kio

manatau after i came out from the mcd toilet, i forgot to bring out the whole pack that i bought

when turn back time. haiz.. gone~~~

been scolded again.. apa ni..

Ah Mo Kio, the things over there are very cheap

this 2 sign board are bought to my cousin sister and Juli.

impossible will see these stick in my car.

the chili sauce are packed in a very cute pack :)

they are playing with this chili sauce

Old Chang Kee

nice right?? we're on the way walk to Bugis Street

resting in 1 of the shopping mall but i already forgot what's the name of

but i remember the shopping mall have the longest escalator in singapore and have 1 Harry Potter shop.

Bugis!!! the things that sell over here are very cheap.

more choices!! i think i spend quite many over here!!

the heaven of the girl who wish to spend less but buy more!

here is the best choice!

~ERP~

S'pore night view

2011-04-07T21:53:00.003+08:00

after we had our xmas dinner at sanling's cousin house

ah hui, william another cousin brother brought us to a place which can see the singapore night view

it's a very nice place and very suitable for couple to go over pak tor.. hee

but, there is a lot mosquito!!! =.=

ahhh.. the place actually is a hill.. a very nice place oo..

Silence

2011-03-07T15:40:00.003+08:00

actually I'm still alive

just that I have so many thingy and matter busy with

feel like 24 hours is not enough for me. haiz

i'll try my best to complete the post S'pore trip

before the coming of buddy trip.

i think i have at least 5 post need to rush with

Gosh, bless me away from headache!!

Christmas eve dinner

2011-01-21T00:21:00.004+08:00

we went to have our christmas dinner after unniversal studio
they are sanling's cousin
a very nice and friendly new friends to met!
their house id damn beautiful!
same chritmas routine
we exchanged christmas present
eventhough it is our first day and first night to met

yum yum.. is ham not HUGE sausage

the foods! turkey~~
saliva drip~~

all of us.. under the apartment waiting~~

taken by sanlee's husband without my knowing~

I ♥ Universal Studio Singapore

2011-01-12T18:32:00.012+08:00

Universal studio Singapore
is a very nice place
we spend almost whole day over there
is a great place

someone favorite place

but too bad he not yet reach 21

the candy tree, the night time view is damn nice!

the dry ice come out from the drain

too bad it is raining! and i spend my 1st sing dolor is to buy 2 raincot! =.=

he is really that tall!

this la christmas tree! baru got the christmas feeling.
not like here. so boring!

vivocity sky park! I like the christmas tree over there. very grand!

first day

2011-01-09T22:17:00.005+08:00

❤ JB ❤
23th of Dec.
we start our christmas trip with the first destination
JB!
his cousin all are staying there, we went to visit them
and had a dinner together with exchange christmas present
all of them are damn nice especially the eldest cousin sister sanling!
remind me about his another cousin winnie!
she is a hair stylish, and my hair become curl after i leaving her salon!

the present that we prepare are ready to be exchange!

all of us get our own present

the things are these! I get the scaft from sanlee and william get the deer from sanlee's husband!

sanling with her beloved ah piang! hahaha

sanlee with her lovely husband

me with my lovely ah dear!
see something different from my smile?
i off my braces during december lorh!

the younger cousin among the 3 sansze with her boyfriend!

after the dinner, we cont to have our fun time at club at JB there
have a really best and fun night with all of them
especially the game that we are playing!
the next day destination
SINGAPORE!!

Hello 2011

2011-01-04T21:03:00.002+08:00

This is my first post of year 2011

cant believe I'm turning to 20 year old this year

and time pass so fast I'm already in semester 4

still left 2 more semester! ahaha!!!

the christmas that I've waiting for so long just pass like this

make some wish for this year

happy study and study hard to myself

papa mama happy go lucky

the younger bro able to score in PMR

er gu whole family happy all the days

ah dear shang yi heng long ( in contonese )

money money home!

all the people that I hate bless them die faster

lastly, hope my june vacation come faster this is the most important thing

haa!!

I'm back..

2010-12-29T12:07:00.002+08:00

hey readers..

just back from S'pore

damn tired man!

but very enjoy with it especially with william's cousin they all

more photo uploading soon.

actually I also dont have any ideal to manage the photo

bacause is too many already, 2000++!!

I'll try my best to manage with it larh

lastly wish everyone a belated

merry christmas.

I'm waiting the the of 31 December

can't believe 2010 is going to end very soon!

R.I.P my lovely chiew chiew

2010-12-21T02:00:00.002+08:00

feel so down.

the 龙猫 that feed in my 二姑 house was called by Jesus to feed by Him

he came to 二姑house since I think when I as form 2 or form 3

older than another naugthy fellow pichi

is a very cute fellow

looks like a hamster but the size is huge than that

a rabbit size but the legs and the ears is like a hamster

always produce the chiew chiew sound thats why was named Chiew Chiew

He seems like he know that today was his last day in this world and with us,

yesterday keep on annoying and makes all the noisy sound

but we never know until today only we all realize

God is fair, He let some creature know and able to predict the future but they unable to speak

we our human being able to speak very well but we cant predict the future

thats why we needa learn how to appreciate the people that surround us

anyway

rest in peace my cutest fellow

I'll miss you always

Bye my lovely Chiew Chiew

we'll never forget the time you with us

we love and miss you always

rest in peace

The new nails!

2010-12-21T01:49:00.003+08:00

finally got my new nails for this vacation

is the print that I like the most!

leopard!

thanks to xinyi willing spend her 1 hour on my nails

thanks you very much!

I super satisfied to it!

A day w/ Juli

2010-12-14T19:59:00.006+08:00

finally met Juli yesterday after I settle the passport thingy!
seriously, i hate huan na tu lot!
working efficiency damn slow plus the attitude damn sux!
I'm not racies but honestly I never met even 1 good tu before!
after I met snatch thief and the police tu give me the sux reaction
I totally put no hope on our so call good police. phuii~
Had a nice outing with Juli again!
went to a lot of places from gurney to 1st avenue
nothing for us to shop then back to gurney again
after stop raining went to straits quay the view is very nice
after these went to island plaza again to shop
end our outing at Tutti Fruitti! NICE!
i will come to you again!

both of us

the huge christmas tree!

the cutie

keep the night time straits quay view to come with william!
I felt myself so sui
he got off day yesterday but I left him alone with my bobo and I hang out the whole day

Pedicure w/ Juli =D

2010-12-09T15:21:00.003+08:00

have a great day with Juli last friday!
thanks to her be my driver whole day long from my house all the way to college and again from college to queensbay!
happy holiday and merry christmas in advance!
we will meet each other for hang out before I head to S'pore
see you next monday!

~ love ~

both of us. camera man: me
(i know my technique damn sux =.=)

Juli's technique. =D

done

lastly, again by the crazy one

I'm so in Christmas mood!

2010-12-04T00:03:00.003+08:00

yee heee!!

happy holiday to everyone! I started my holiday from 3:05pm when i step out from my classroom and from my college!

skills test pass with a very beautiful marks! haa, not hao leng!

i pass the theory test too but got 2 subjects marks.. haiz.. I super not satisfied to it.

what to do, who ask me myself so lazy in this sem!

I had done my semester 3! wee~~

yesterday finally willing throw money to trim and dye my hair!

I had a new hair style and hair clour finally! it is curl!

and someone won't keep mumbling me go and do something to my hair!

Christmas! I cant wait the coming of this date!

just now went to queensbay for pedicure with Juli while waiting her mum and her sister.

we are so in Christmas mood and choose the Christmas theme colour!

BLINK!!

photos will be update when she send me.

anyway. happy holiday for everyone of us!

the new hair style and colour, but the colour is not so obvious yet!

hee..

Just a moment

2010-11-25T12:47:00.002+08:00

hey there

I'll be back to update in 2 weeks time!

finally finish my semester3 final exam

ang kong po pi hopefully I can get through the psychology paper!

but the result come out on next week

which means that I'll not have that holiday and christmas mood even i already finish the exam until the result come out!

I'm having generalize anxiety now!

I need something to comfort and release my tension and worriedness!

I wanna shout! very very very loud!

back to this?

2010-10-27T23:22:00.004+08:00

I'm thinking to chop off my hair.

want to keep it long but I dont have that america time to take care of it

it is almost reaching waist length there. the longest length in my life!

I still thinking wanna back to short

but I think I sure will regret at that moment the scissor is down!

is it ok for me to back to this short and this hair style???

actually the most and ever satisfactory hair style for my pass 19 years is this!!

I need some rest!

2010-10-20T23:28:00.003+08:00

I'm tired!

I'm exhausted!

I needa rest!

I wanna go for hair treatment

I wanna go for body massage!

I wish I could get enough sleeping time!

24hours per day is strictly not enough for me!

I wish I could enjoy like her!!

I wish I can just lie-down without doing anything!

I seriously need to relax just like her!

haa!!

I waiting the coming of December! S'pore!! I'm coming!!!!

I'm officially turn to 19 and Happy 1 year anniversary with Him!

2010-09-29T18:37:00.004+08:00

10 days ago, I'm getting old 1 year and I'm officially turn to 19!

actually there is nothing special, life still go on.

the only thing that is different from the normal days is received lots of birthday wishes

the happy things is every september is the richest month of the year for me! Red Packet!

his family especially his parents were so shocked me is because his father said wanna celebrated together with me.

em.. actually we dont practice this kind of culture in my family

usually we just celebrate for 1 year old and 21 year old only

no need to waste that money just to celebrate birthday larh actually, its not really a big day

but I appreciate the kindness of his family, its makes me so warm

his mother gives me a huge red packet again!

the present he gave to me is, shopping! buy whatever I want to buy, from queensbay to gurney!

that day his wallet was seriously broke a big hole! haa..

the funny thing is my little cousin, hin hin's mother confused that this birthday I'm turning to 21

and she purposely go make a gold key which is printed my name! apa ni.. I know I looks not like 19.. but then if I really turn to 19, surely everyone will know that.. there will be a tranditional ceremony in my family.

hee.. that day also a special date for me and him. we are together for 1 year long.

thanks to him, he brings me a lot of happiness, help me to overcome all the hardship, comfort me when I'm upset, he really pay so much of effort in this relationship, although when we first together time got 1 siao za bo nearly ruin our relationship and done all those naive shit things, create all those fucking fake account, sending bullshit through the fake account, but through the IP address showing is the from the same idiot, want to view my status and info, use the fake account or her friends to send the request, actually lerh, what I want to tell you is, I'm welcome you to use YOUR OWN account rather than those stupid acting. she is trying to do all those shit things like msg his mum?em.. you doing wrong step, his mum is understanding. his bro's gf ? owh no, 1 word for you gong! you tot she got no mouth to tell me? em.. my ex? last time he in relationship with you or me? he know me well or you know me well, or again you think he got no brain to think or no mouth to tell me what's going on? so wow that both of us get shocked when knowing how incredible story that creat by you and the bad things that my ex told you, since when you became my relationship consultant? manage well yourself, control your own mental status and how many characteristics that you are acting, I'm so pity your latest ex, Jenny jenny lim again. if in the future you got no job and carrier, my suggest is you're so talent in creat story wad, how about an auther or a writter, you sure be the most amazing 1, your parents will be very proud of you since you able to creat and edit my story until so awesome huh.. sherynn? you know her longer or me? are you the 1 who classmate with her 2years and sit together in the class for 2 years? are you both be the best friend before or I'm the one? you think she don't know how to differenciate and just believe what you saying? seriously if I'm you I'll very shame of myself, what you trying to do and the words you said just create an entertaiment and topic for us to laugh and gossip about how crazy and naive you are. all them was telling me, you are so annoying! seriously and actually I can just let things go and be friend with you, I manage to meet you and have a relax conversation but since so many people telling me about how mature you are and how amazing you are, em.. save it! and I'll not just let it go like this. dont blame that I'm trying to find trouble and like to shoot you. but you are the only one able to make me so pui fuk you.stop talking about you

he always plan the things to makes me happy, bring me go travel, buy things for me, early in the morning 5 something fetch me to hospital although he is very tired and sleepy, wait me 1 hour just to fetch me home from training, affort to let me spend him... and lots lots of things.. maybe some of you may tot that its a small things but there use the heart to feel, it is really warm and touch your heart. imagine that a guy can accept every past of you no matter what..

anyway.. I wanna say sorry that I always makes you angry but you still come to me.

you are trying so hard to give everything best to me.

I know sometime you very worried I hang out late at night with friends but back home alone, sometimes when I see you wait me until you fall asleep, its so guilt to you.. hee

lastly.. happy 1 year anniversary for us..

this is our first photo capture

its last year 12.09.09

sunset bistro seaside

during chinese new year

went to genting with my family

foot print!♥

I love you!

1 Malaysian celebration

2010-09-29T18:04:00.003+08:00

As you know, my college like to have all lala zap zap event except prom night. ceh..!!

so we have our 1 Malaysia celebration last wednesday

and I finally got my first saree in my life!

I bought it from market street aka little india there together with bunch of classmate

you believe or not, whole saree including measure do the blouse and the safety saree base only cost me RM82!

honestly I got shock when it is so cheap!

thanks to sheyma!!! she so pandai in bargain the price for us!

I bought the saree is black in colour! hahaxx.. because I dont know which colour is nice to suit me and the colour that most suit me is black! wohoo~

when they help me to wear the saree, it is so complicated!!

I plan to wear high heels on that day but

" please larh! you already tall enough, you wanna be giraffe izit?"

"omg! can you change to wear flat?!"

"you are so tall! samo you are thin, bamboo!!" =.= shit you!

sounds so bad!why everyone can wear heels but me?

so sad man! everytime go shopping see all the nice heels just make me drip saliva

when I finally decide to buy the heel, surely this sentence will came out from the person who go with me

"are you sure you wanna buy it? you already tall enough, you wear heels date with william?"

ish... I dont want think about it!

almost everyone also know my nick name that given by my cousin

which is ah neh, that day I really became ah neh!

anyway, I already got cheongsam and saree

my next aim is

BAJU KEBAYA

ahaha

Juli, Shalom Lingesh, ME

still the same, both of us but Rennae

Sally and I

group of Indian dance! spot me?

us!

Updates

2010-09-09T00:35:00.007+08:00

Actually I'm very very lazy to updates

super duper lazy but I have lots of things to say

say 1 by 1? I dont think I can make it.. tangle by lazy ghost! haa..

erm.. let me say the most recent things, that is..

1 is spontaneous vaginal delivery (means normal delivery) and the other 1 is c-sec (means through operation).

what I can say is, nowadays we still can sitting in front of the screen to read my blog all must thanks to our mother. they really suffer lots during the period of delivery!

if you never see you will not know!

mothers are taking the risk of sleep in the coffin forever and ever to bring us to this world

I was there to witness the whole procedure

the one that give me deep impression is that normal delivery.

I feel like I'm crying together with the mother who is giving birth. I can even feel it is painful!

but then when the new born is out, start to cry the first sound, the mother will forget all the painess

1st thing the respone is look at the baby and smile

and the smile make me feel so touch!

through this posting, I got the chance to enter operating theater to see how a women giving birth through operation coz when we are year three time only arrange to training in OT, and through this chance, I experienced to cut the newborn umbilical cord! can't believe right!

Me TOO, very excited to it!

the feeling is totally different with when taking care patient in medical-surgical ward

I had make a decision.

I will take midwife in my post basic course!

and I'm posted to nursery too! that day Poh ye and I were be the mother of 5 babies!

the babies all are very small and all in pinkish colour. but then when the baby cry time, it is really hin! because the crying is just like very contagious! they will cry one by one! and you will no idea which one to sayang and huhu first! haha.. but I love all of them. when everyone going to nursery they will automatically show all the mother's character out! it is true!

see the photo below!

Little evil in the house!

is my little cousin sister who is taking care by my er gu

I takes her qing chun zhao today!

she is so cute and so naughty! but makes me can't stop to love her!

maybe I got no younger sister gua only have 1 bastard younger brother so makes me so love her?

I also don't know. but she is totally younger than me almost 18 years!

ho mia a bit, she can be my daughter d lorh!

someone trying to steal the fruits from 'teh zhu kong' there.

she turn back to look at me when I'm calling her name

choking.

staring

satisfactory!

satisfactory 2

eating

staring 2

eating 2

innocent

lastly.. by the crazy one!

Fuck You

2010-09-01T23:22:00.002+08:00

about this post, I wont take care of what so called girl's image

what I want to shout is

FUCK YOU

FUCK YOU!!!!!!!

o0o

I'm back..

2010-08-30T19:08:00.002+08:00

again I'm in front my lappie to update again.

i change my blogskin again. you know why?

i found that meithing's blogskin was same with me.. so again I change.

think that I very free right.

yes I'm very free but only TODAY even I have my 5 days holidays!

tomorrow morning will go and see the band parade near explanade there.

again I have to wake up early in the morning.. ish...

hee.. I'm having a great day today and also got a first try today

specially thanks to Juli

haha!!em.. i dunno whether you all believe or not

I'm going to 19 soon but I have no any idea of make up!

some photo with those make up is other people help me to do so.

and just now we went to chiew jetty, tan jetty to have some photo shoot

Juli is my image consultant for today we also be the photographer for each other!

only both of us! haa

and I'm so stiff while posting.. hmm.. thats why i said it is my first try!

photo will be upload soon!

hopefully still can show people larh

Eminem - Love The Way You Lie ft. Rihanna

2010-08-14T13:05:00.001+08:00

strongly recommend this!

Again.. With Band

2010-08-13T18:26:00.003+08:00

was away from here 2 weeks.

not so busy but lazy. hee

last friday was date by shelvone to have dinner with band mate again

but this time is me, minkar, yuntyn, jesmine, zhaoyin and cheoyeong.

and again, amanda and joohuei due to work absent again, cheajern still in kampar and susan still in australia

feel likes hundred years never see 2 of them and zhaoyin from very man become so girl

was having our dinner at 台湾风情味

and during meal time we had our topic about college course fee

and the words that came out from zhaoyin and cheoyeong mouth make me nearly choke from rice!

during conversation

jesmine: whole course RM19k++

shelvone: I almost same with jesmine RM19k++

minkar: I think mine is the most expensive, RM20++

me: mine 1 whole course 3 years for RM60k++

minkar: wah! yours the most expensive!

zhaoyin: mine 1 year RM50

cheoyeong: hohoho.. I 2 years only cost RM100. Form6 is the best!

=.=" we all feel very funny and laugh till we cant continue to eat our things.

lastly, still the same!

I miss you all badly

capture by shelvone

minkar with her new camera

zhaoyin! the most yao yeng brass leader ever!

but now no more yao yeng.. haha

last time during high school. she is the idol for every junior!

got fans club samo o!

shelvone with minkar the G cup! haa. see the 'drain'!

me and yuntyn!

in the car. me and minkar. best friend ever too!

lastly. the only me myself!

Beloved band mate gathering

2010-07-26T23:00:00.003+08:00

had been so long did'nt meet each other.

and finally we manage to have 1 gathering in middle of the year. haa

end of this year when everyone of us also in penang time will have another the biggest gathering again. I plan to..

didnt meet each other for half year. there is quite lot of changes between us

all the behaviour become very ladies not like previously what we had done is just like a boy =.=

suddenly, I miss band very badly

the only thing I never regret in my high school life is band

all the memories is from band

the only tressure i left after leaving high school is band

some time i wish i can back to the high school life, band life

think back that time, it is the only period I really satisfied and my mind is really free with

different from now

i have so many things to crush with!

I really hate of it!

yilin, jesmine and me!

yongqi, minkar and yuntyn

all of us!

=.= I'm broke!

Updates..

2010-07-17T14:50:00.003+08:00

hai there.. I'm back..
as I promised I'll update in the 1 week time, here I come. =D
honestly, I'm very tired. I'm seriouly lask of sleep now. and my panda eye, haiz.. i really need eye and facial treatment now, my whole person looks very chan!
I just start my year2, which is semester 3.
this new semester our college had done a lot of changes
currently our campus is no longer in the hospital area, our college had moved to 1stop the 7th floor. the whole 7th floor is belongs to ours! that's really really huge. and it is a sea view campus! woohoo~~
from our college, different corner have different view. to gurney, my previous high school and so on.. but there is something sometime i really dont like
which is it is too huge! haunted! our class is seperate by using glasses, what we had done in the class room, outside can see through very clearly, we are just the fishes inside the aquarium.. =.=
this semester got the subject that i like the most! that is Obestetic and Gynaecology!
anyway.. thats all larh. I'm gonna to be pig again. ZZZ

The special one's birthday

2010-07-17T14:27:00.004+08:00

9th July

celebrated his birthday in advance at fettish park western food restaurant there

after reaching there I only realise actually there is another best place to celebrate for him. haiz..

was pakat with kang ping and sherynn to give him a surprise but i suspect he already knew it before that day.

having a best night on that day

cake that bought by kangping and sherynn

love this pic
cut cake

kangping and sherynn

happy birthday to you.

(i face looks very teruk, panda eye and very chan, due to I'm seriously lack of sleep! gosh!!)

Murphy's birthday

2010-07-17T14:17:00.002+08:00

actually her birthday is on 29th of June

but we celebrate for her at 1st of July together with huiling

suppose meet at 2pm at gurney plaza there but again I'm always the one who late.

hee, my culture..

anyway. happy birthday to both of you.

from the right. minyan, huiling, kailun and me

the birthday babe girl. the best taufu ever! haa
wish you dream come true, happy always, and fast fast find a boyfriend

I'm very busy! I got no time!

2010-07-11T19:57:00.001+08:00

give me 1 week time to update.

I'm very busy!

I got no time!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I'm just too free

2010-06-30T17:38:00.003+08:00

hi.. i back to ka ka cau cau again.
i changed my blog templete again. not i'm too free its just that previous templete space content is too large and when i applied it on my blog, it makes my whole blog very lack
so again i change it. its a full black templete, lame right? but i love black!
make a shout out!
SOOOO BORED!!!!!
i have nothing to do till bring out the next sem schedule to plan what to do
and we have been wait for so long and finally
our class can get the whole month continuous holiday for next sem!! wee~
when i see the new schedule, i want to fly!! so happy
will plan nicely for the long vacation
wanna go hat-yai with my k mak, cambodia to visit ang kor wat with Juli ( if i still can afford and got ppl sponsor me) , travel with him.. hee, he wanna bring me go kl for shop this end of august, MEGA SALE!happy! =D
his birthday is coming soon le..15 days to go! its time to start the planning. hope that i able to give u a surprise and a unforgottable 19th birthday to you.

Genting trip with bunch of buddy

2010-06-29T16:13:00.011+08:00

we went to genting highland last friday midnight, after the the world cup 4am.. hahaxx!!

by 2 myvi.. and we went to tanjung malim there to fetch Gabriel too..

we rent Ria apartment for 1 night. and my advise is

if possible, never ever think to rent the apartment there

i will guarentee you regret and there is not worth for that prize at all!

we book for 3 rooms apartment and they give the wrong room for others customers which is rent for 2 rooms

when we step in the apartment. waalao eh..

so dirty man!!hair over the floor everywhere. kitchen is so horrible. the rooms, my goodness! i dunno whether they really clean the room or not.

behind the cupboard, there is a used condom throw behind there. YIAK!!!

balcony got a ladies spender throw there!

and the essential thing, how come the water heater is not functioning?? somemore is genting!

that's fine. but when i step into the apartment. for me, i really feel something weird and not comfortable, and my mind telling me there is not really clean

after choosing the room, straight away put the hu sheng fu that my lou dao gave to me on the table there.

and I'm not thinking too much, after back to penang. ah loong they all only tell me that apartment is not really clean, they feel it. =.= only william cant feel and they put the amulet hang on the door and over the living room.

went there for 2 days but its raining day.. very very very cold. when i bathing, not even 5 minutes i whole body start to shivering and i give up to cont bath!! hahahaxx!!!

its quite enjoy this trip, happy to have fun with all the friends and buddies there!

waiting for the next chance!

FIRST DAY

upon reaching

ah loong and his wife

gabriel

my hair seriously need to re-dye!!

all of us

happy!!

云顶铁塔

william and me!!

ah ming and his girl is ruin by the 'crazy cycling'

his turn!

ticket!!

the daddy is helping the daughter to hit.

remind me back when i was small, my dad did the same too!!

another family

Gabriel the great!

ho! gotcha!

he is very tired on that day, cox he is driving all the way from ipoh tapak there to genting.

cox ah ming is tired and cant continue driving

sayang~~

ah loong with his wife again

SECOND DAY

view from ria apartment!

view from 1st world indoor starbucks

captured by him!

again!

and again

haa~~

on the Pirates Ship! ah ming point to me! you know why?

cox my face turns pales and start getting dizzy

lastly, a duck or rabbit?

光明日报双亲感恩宴

2010-06-29T16:01:00.003+08:00

6th of June

dinner that organized by guang ming daily news paper at sunshine square 5th floor

again, i go with is family

thats all larh.

p/s ignore my fatty tummy pls, during that holidays i eat a lots!!

HAHA

2010-06-15T23:50:00.005+08:00

a long last photo tag by zyeling in facebook

2003 6M class photo

1st class student! the most clever class! hee

and because of this photo

make my inbox and notifications going to burst

haha.. miss all those fun time that we had together

some already lost contact for almost 7 years

now all the faces looks totally different

we are friends but also a stranger

hah~

spot me?
i m the 2nd row counting from the right the 6th, tie with blue ribbon.

different right!! hahaxx.. i feel too!

Past?

2010-06-14T15:13:00.004+08:00

读了一个朋友的部落格

不禁觉得人生的无奈与感慨

命运的作弄与人生的极端

投入了这个专业更让我轻轻楚楚的感受与了解这个社会并没有所谓的平等

我见到的都只有社会的现实，人生的极端

人性的丑陋-

物质的享受，亮丽的外壳，唯我独尊的性格，金钱的重视度，践踏亲情，永远不会满足，炫耀的个性，不懂感恩，不懂珍惜，永远不会反省，知名度，种种。。

生命就只值得这些吗？活着就只为了这？

其实有不少人到了生命的最后一分钟才发现到

他们活了一辈子都是白活得，所求的东西都是白追的。

他们都忘了这世界永远都是生不带来，死不带去。

追求了那么多的东西就是少追了一样

心灵上的满足

突然觉悟

到了最后一个，至亲的身亡

未及报答，悔不当初的不孝

换来一辈子无尽的愧疚

于事无补

持愧直到往西的那天

泪，对于一个死人来说

是多余的

noisy beats

2010-06-05T16:43:00.003+08:00

damn syok man!!

we all finally decide a date

a date to have a trip

genting highland

AGAIN =.=

but this time is not with my family

is with a bunch of friends

i m kinda excited to waiting the coming of 25,26,27 of june

at first ah gu them plan to go a famosa but due to the time is crashing all of us

so delay this trip

thanks to him

he always plan a lot of things for me to enjoy, to have fun everytime when i have holiday

although he is going to sitting the semester final very very soon

LOVE YOU!!

don't know why. i suddenly very miss some of my college friends

especially murphy!

i miss her gina face but mature mind

miss she share secret with me

miss to be childish together with her

miss to jogging with her

and lots of things

i think i'm contaminated by her haha..

anyway had been long time didn't see her.

and another things is

i finally korek out her blog.

=.=

WHAT YOU WRITE ABOUT ME ON YOUR september 20 POST??

hmm.. is going to semster3, year2 soon in this july

look back the photos that taken from last year july

60 of us, there are some faces missing.

now left i think roughly 50 of us only

some is fail to continue, some is withdraw by the college.

this is a tough journey. hope that in the future year 2012 RN graduation

we still can together from the light blue uniform change to white uniform

still can take the group photo in the graduation ceremony

i miss all those friends that already left us.

memorable day

2010-05-31T16:41:00.006+08:00

23052010

his cousin Irene big day. Married

was invite by them to attend their wedding ceremony and dinner

here is photos of the wedding dinner held in vistana hotel grand ballroom

the wedding cake

cut cake ceremony

me and him

the two humour cousin

the back view, i damn like this pic. if not mistaken is capture by his elder brother

p/s: i din do anything on my hair. its natural curl!!

the younger sister, from the pic, my cousin said they 2 looks very same.

can see from the up one photo

his cousin with her mum which mean his auntie

me!!

i m wearing the high heel la paiseh. makes the height around 178cm.

not that he is short, is me make myself like giraffe. hahaxx

me with his most humour cousin. she very funny man! i like her!!

after leaving vistana, we went to penang bowl meet up ah loong them to bowling

again after bowling. we went to mois again but is due to sunday.so only few people in the club.

ah hao with his girl.

I'm having a lot of fun on that day!!!

2010-05-24T11:51:00.002+08:00

phew..

result came out, all pass

but i very TNEH!!!

its not my aim!!!!!! maleh

FON 79%, medical-surgical nursing 78%, anp 77%

god damn is so near to 80!!!!!!

because of these 3 subject i cant make my semester2 result become 80 and above

and my GPA3.6 fly away!!!!!

just few marks! otherwise all my 5 subject will make it 80 and above!!

argh!!!!!!!!

haiz. suak liao. what to do??

i will grab u back on semester 3!!

hmm..

i'm on holiday and now nua on bed.

yeong lyn just now morning 9am bus went to kl take account digree course lo.

*ppl already start their degree, but i just finish first year for DIPLOMA* ceh

i just start my vacation but you went away. somemore i just knew it last saturday on her birthday celebration.

last thursday, after finish my last paper, i received a msg from him

ask me to call back immediately

and in my mine i tot that he also finish his class and plan to hang out

but

he ask my hospital got help people suture ar =.= which hospital no suture

"i accidentaly cut my hand"

i still thinking not serious, maybe he playing the knife in his college kitchen and careless cut his hand

i was waiting him in the emergency room there with my friend juli.

when i saw him, i found something wrong. if cut by knife, it wont bleed so much until his white uniform, shoes and handphone pouch also got his blood

again i ask

i only know that is cut by mechine! slideser!!

bleed non stop, somemore cant suture due to it is clean cut, unless he got bring along that part of meat.

hiaz.. suak liao larh. take caution next time. its an accident nothing much can blame.

but i wash his cloth brush until i feel exhausted only all the blood can be wash off

take time to heal.

*GOOD* showing by the thumb!

hand already cacat but still cant forget to play with his new baby Canon EOS 550D

this is taken by him while the doctor is looking at the wound, luckily i m wearing clinical uniform that day if not i have no chance to see

anyway, sayang larh.. got loh guan lai, island hospital so near but come to adventist. haha

Lazying

2010-05-18T15:31:00.003+08:00

exam period.. haiz

again almost eveytime during this period, i will have a lot of abnormal sign or done lot of abnormal thing

just wake up with hugging champ champ, he is so cute and come sleep with me!!

i'm alone with the dog on bed, he is away to college

plan to study after i wake but leh, i pun tua again

very tired man!!

not only my class having exam, his sister also the same

yesterday both of us study like mad! until 3 something could'nt fight with the sleepiness.

honestly, i m not done well for this semester final.

i did not really pay effort on it

almost everything is study at the last minutes and recall what the teacher taught before

haiz.. pun tua lang is like that la.

this is the last week, next week i'm on holiday!!

i feel like i wanna do a lot of evil things

clubbing, hang out with my high school friends just like before and bla bla bla

plan to have trip with him again with ah loong, ah ming them

muahahahaxx..

but then due to senior graduation, have to reserve 1 day to attend the ceremony.

for our college the graduation will be held 3 days continuous and we must wear very long zhong!

have to liao money again go buy gift.

haiz..

to my beloved cousin joosee. i knew you read my blog all the time

through here i just wanna tell you, whatever choice you did

we were always here to support

i know you are very sad eventhough you are showing a bright sunny face

i m not the 1st day know you, we know each other for 19 years

we stay and live together almost all the time

yours this stage i experience before, i admit that i m not strong like how you face it

i m not the gina ah neh anymore as everytime you all said ah neh now really is an adult

i understand the feeling

you had pay so much for this but at last there is nothing

we always love you

i know i nothing much to help you, but the only thing i have

is me

if you feel like to talk i m always here for you

if you feel lonely i can accompany you

if you feel like wanna go out have a walk is ok, i can with you

everything you want, if i can do it i will do it

just like everytime how you all do it for me

you know that four of us just like sister more than cousin

we love each other very much

we hope that you can be happy and be the prettiest princess all the time

hmmm

lastly, i think i will be back on june because after this week

the probability for me to be hantu and disappear on cyber world again is very high

holiday wo.. lets party everyday!! ahaha.

i can go for vacation because

I ACHEIVED MY LOG BOOK PERCENTAGE!!!

muahahahaxxx

currently

2010-05-13T18:39:00.004+08:00

erm..

i've been dead for almost 2 weeks..

hahaxx.. =.=' joke

it means that i've totally disconnect with the cyber world for almost 2 weeks, and finally resist to facebook!

yes! i do it!!!

prove that without the cyber work i still have other things to do, still have other entertaiment

balling, badminton.. these are all the thing that i always spend over the time together with him and ah loong all of them.

sports is good!!

release the tention

save the time for me to take number from hospital to look for medical officer due to syncope, heart rate too fast and chest pain

wasting my medical benefit and make me go sia sui wearing the student uniform so to heart centre to do all the ECG, thyroid function test, and blood test

and the result outcome is what?

everything is normal.

just

STRESS!!!

but for the safety prevention, i have to go throungh another test

MRI BRAIN due to syncope which is cost 800!!!

nvm, wait for sem3 medical benefit renew. you know why??

due to the kanasai spectra driver come and bang me down larh

i dont know use how much for the hospitalize, dressing, review, and the physio lesson

but then

i still survive!!! ahaha again, too stressful i think

i just finish my running assessment today

allelujyah and ang kong po pi hope that i can get the mark that i wish i hope not to remediation for myself. i hate of it!!!

so do you all think that i'm free and relax now??

NOOOOOO!!!!

next whole week is my semester final for semester 2!

lagi siao!

and just now what i realise is, there is a lot of things that learn before i already forget!

and i havent start to open my notes yet!!

arghhhhhhhhh...

its ok, i'm fine

just want to make some noise in my blog

...

2010-04-28T16:02:00.002+08:00

actually i wanna upload all those cultural night and capping ceremony photos

but i dont know what was happen to the blogspot and have no idea the blogspot ki hami siao

until now i still cant successful to upload all these photo

and now what i decide is

suak

GIVE UP

facebook will do

still the same, carrying the same routine every weekday of the week

lecture, test, clinical...

something different is currently 8 of us including me n juli is posted to island hospital for training

although i m not sponsor by them

expose to different environment to gain more experience about our prefession

all i can describe there is only one word

GOOD

i cant write so much about this in case i will bring myself in trouble

again, my semester final is just around the corner

2 more weeks to let myself prepare for it

and running assessment.. scary

1 thing that now for us to worried is our log book

the rules and regulations had change

for those who are staying in the sabah and sarawak and other state

can or cant go back on this vacation still a question mark for us

other classes enjoy their vacation for 1 month but us only 3 weeks

thats fine, somemore is seperate our vacation

we cant enjoy our vacation by continuous 3 weeks

2 weeks vacation follow by 3 weeks clinical then only 1 week

that is so unfair for those who are staying far away from here

they only can go back to their hometown, see their family and see their loves one in this vacation

only once in half year

and now they somemore want to grab this chance away from us

log book cant fulfill the percentage maybe all of us will stay 1 more week from the vacation to fulfill the log

what the god damn fucking action they took??

did they know how is the feeling for us??

and what will the parents think??

they sent their child to here for educated to being a professional

why make all of us crying here and there somemore cant back for vacation cant back to hometown.

honestly, we all are very very stressful from you all

for those who are standing outside sure will ask

" there is nothing to stress, what you all stress, take it easy. i dont understand what you all must make yourself so suffer"

ya, this is for those who are not my college student, our college is different

JCI accredited, deal with life, only 1 chance, fail? you are out from here , life no takes 2

this is their principal, it will change ever and ever

all those things you all will never understand unless if you're in my shoes

no, is in ours shoes

all the answer from us to you is the

SAME

just now, i was very sad and heartache to see few of my classmate cry in front of me

when i listen to the latest news honestly my tears already prepare to drop out

my heart want to say is

can you all dont bring the rules and regulation from the past to now?

can dont compare the past with now?

you all been suffer from those hard time before can please dont bring to this generation?

i think from the previous education that you all have received never teach you all to forget about your family and your loves one from this profession right?

yes, studies is important but i believe everyone around us also know that family, parents, we only have 1 in our whole life, once lost, it will never come back to us again

as you all teach us, life no takes 2, we dont know what will happen for the next second, how about the next half year.

maybe for this, i have no qualification to talk about this coz my house only in penang somemore i m not staying in the dormitary, i can back to my home everyday

but for our local, we wants to really spend time with ours family

without this vacation, we studies and still studies only

nothing much can do with them

all i want is

PLEASE DO NOT WITHDRAW OUR VACATION

this is what we wish now.

Genting Trip

2010-04-24T13:17:00.003+08:00

actually have lot of photo.

but due to lazyness and blogger only can upload 5 photos in 1 time

so wont upload so detail for this time.

as my previous post written that i went to genting during chinese new year

here is ours photo

*paiseh, dont have family photo coz they dont like to take photo*

=D

2010-04-01T14:18:00.002+08:00

hi there..

I'm back! finally had complete the biggest event for this semester and also only once in 6 semester.. ahaaaa..

that's CAPING

after today

i no need to suffer from all those singing practise and rehearsal anymore

bahaha

thanks for my mum late for work and him purposely skip the class just to attend the ceremony

quite touching when i saw both of them, samo myself got bit out of control due to kinda excited.. hee

i got a lots of things to say!!

but due to i'm rushing the time to celebrate with my classmate

stay tune. to be contine~

lastly what i want to make a shout out is

CONGRADULATION

Penang Adventist College Of Nursing

Registed Nurse Diploma Class Of 2012

and

Assistance Nurse Class of 2011

Everyone

2010-03-20T14:47:00.002+08:00

due to some kaypo ci institution

some kaypo ci issue

some kaypo ci action

i have no choice, i need to detele some previous post

to save myself from all the

meaningless

pointless

senseless

action, punishment

from those devil that come from the hell

I won't be the next victim for YOU ALL

the move i'll take is always faster than those of you

ALL THE RIGHT MOVES

catch it!

First day of Chinese New Year

2010-03-13T16:48:00.004+08:00

went to his house early in the morning.

the ang pao that his mummy give to me is really big no is huge, huge than my parents give me. amount how much? guess by yourself. hahaxx

invite by his mum go kupang, his hometown at kedah there together his family

yeah man! i love kampung life cox in my childhood i'm also a kampung kia!

his grandma uncle auntie cousin them are so friendly, ang pao also big and many!

his grandma house actually is a coffee shop choose whatever drink you want and free of charge

around 6 something we depart from his grandma house back to penang only his mummy and his sister overnight there

reach his house, help him to keep his luggage

the next destination: genting highland!!!

before go meet up my family, we went to qb kenny rogers to have our dinner/supper and enjoy our short valentine moment.

kenny rogers restaurant. while waiting our food.

Chinese New Year eve

2010-03-13T15:51:00.003+08:00

wohoo..

chinese new year eve. sa zap me

normal chinese routine

prepare everything early in the morning

see my face also know that i'm not one of them to prepare

samo me and him sleep till 12 something only wake

cox last night we have a reunion dinner with ah loong them

before he fetch me go my er gu house have reunion dinner with them

he surprisingly bring up a bag! valentine gift!!

not in my expected he dare go and buy this for me

and i'm so sui

i have prepare nothing for him cox before that he told me that

"no need to buy gift for this year valentine, we save the cost go genting to enjoy the fun as valentine gift"

when i rush to qb wish to choose a present for him that time

all the shop lots already close because of CNY eve, reunion dinner

no choice, i only buy a box of cookies from famous amous there for him

after i finish having my reunion dinner with my aunt them

we and gabriel join ah loong them go to his boss house to get ang pao!!

walao eh, his boss punya house

very very very beautiful!

not bad larh, the ang pao give from ah loong and his boss them can counted as da hong bao already

back home, the next day

his hometown. Kedah!

my lovely er gu as known as ah neh nai ma family

from the left is my uncle, 3rd cousin sister, me, 2nd cousin sister, er gu, 1st cousin holding the camera
it is not weird that i m not having the reunion dinner with my family, coz previous 17 years also like that. i was take care and stay with them since i was born until i went to primary school only move to stay with my parents
i close with them more than close to my parents and my brother

the back: jose, milly, 1st cousin jenny
front: uncle ( he is a very shy guy), er gu

white wine. jose bought it from australia

healthy stemboat, no salt or ajinomoto to make the taste
all the taste is from these!
delicious!

my little princess, now only four months! i was waiting 18 years and i finally not the youngest grandaugther in my Tan's family because of my 4th uncle and his wife has brought her to this world and to this big family. currently she is taking care by my er gu. i use to call her hin hin or tan yiao hin more than her own name yhing ying cox when she cry really make all of us hin ! hahaxx. anyway, a new year wish to you, healthy growing!

Sekali gus

2010-02-25T19:27:00.005+08:00

sekali gus upload these photo

from 28 Dec 2009 til January of 2010

lazy to upload one by one

went to Ipoh Lost World together with him, ah loong and his wife, ah ming and his gf, gabriel, ah gu's family. this photo is after we came out from the park.

most of them already exausted rest in car, only left 5 of us.

2010 new year eve.

went to gurney.plan to see firework but lazy to wait at last we watch alvin at the chipmunck2 in cinema

his brother 21st birthday

Define. the club organised by Dunhill at Juru Auto-City. he got the 4 invitation ticket. so we 2 and his friend went to there larh. meet lots of friend there. thats all larh

I'm back!

2010-02-17T18:39:00.002+08:00

happy chinese new year and happy belated valantine to everyone

so happy and so tired

just back from genting highland

ya this chinese new year is different from previous is

i not celebrate the chinese new year at penang

together with him, my family, my 3rd uncle's family and my 6th auntie's family

lots of photo to update next time

i wanna be pig now~~

zzzz

Gong Xi Fa Cai

for those friends.. i will go your house to get red packet start from TOMORROW

hahaxx

Hectic

2010-02-12T17:37:00.003+08:00

hee..

chinese new year is just around the corner.

many of my classmate go back to their hometown today

some by flight some by express bus

but the plan of juli's chinese new year vacation is so different with us

she not going to celebrate chinese new year but spend the vacation time at Europe there

~wwoooowwwwww~

our college let all our badge no clinical for this week due to our hospital dont have enough patient to assign us

chinese new year mah, pantang to stay in hospital

this is the 1st time i m so free on wednesday

no need to rush my care plan, and torture from the medication

some more we can go to gurney watch movie

plan to watch Avatar 3D but full house again

i totally crazy with Avatar

though i have already watch with him last sunday night but now i still so desperate to watch 1 more time.its really touch my heart, i love their live style the unity of them

althought jack sully and neytiri is blue in colour but lerh i still feel that they very entao and pretty

i very siao i know, my classmate all said my ki siao

wulala..

i feel so hectic!!! dont know why i have the chinese new year mood on this year..

this few days always go to the bak gua stall with him to help ah loong them

yesterday, zhanhui, joohuei and his boyfriend came to my god mom house for steamboat

and that 2 kanasai d ppl put me a big aeroplane lorh

that amanda ar.. yo.. reach downstair liao but didnt come up.. si gui!! what a huge aeroplane!!

i have ten days holiday to enjoy my vacation

no schooling, no quiz, no test, no lecture!!!!! hahahahaxx

i want dye my hair for this chimese new year but due to our capping ceremony on april and our hair must black in colour on that day

so tahan lorh, 1 and the half month only

i want copper colour this time! hee

actually i dont know what i really want to upload

i just feel very hectic only

haha!!

maybe after next wednesday larh, i have a lot of thing and photo will upload

I'm so happy and excited!!!

bahahaha

survive

2010-02-03T15:29:00.003+08:00

flu, fever, sore throat, headache
i'm getting sick! and i dont know how i survive from this 3 days
finally, these horrible exam days had past
its very hard to focus what you have learn and memorize everything when getting sick
especially the 2 subject: anatomy and phisiology, med-surg
really killing me, not wish to score high mark just hope that i can pass all
anatomy and physiology, fundemental of nursing, medical-surgical of nursing, spiritual
catch some breath, luckily i pass all for the 4 subject!
i have no choice to stuck tissue paper on the two hole because of snivel non stop!
cant even wipe my nose coz it already skin break! painful
my friend keep laughing on my clown nose, it looks so red!
during the lecture is really torture
i'm so sleepy due to lack of sleep and sick
and murphy keep wake me up for listening to the lecture
i'm trying not to fall asleep but it's really hard
after i wake up, she turn to fishing there
very seldom and rare you can see murphy fishing or sleep in class during lecture
it's real! can see how tired we are!!
have no choice but to drink livita to make myself alert.. can prove that livita its really useful but cant over depend on it cox it will make us addicted to it
one of my classmate had edit a part of the lyrics from a song.. I got a feeling
when i listen the lyrics, i raise both of my hand to agree it!

monday tuesday wednesday and thursday
friday saturday and sunday
study everyday

yeah man!! i agree it!!
yesterday, my classmate rowenne, sally and taylor suddenly start the topic about clubbing
we became so excited plan to go by this weekend
and the objective for us to go club is the same!
but due to we already spend lots of money for adding new cloths for our cupboard
wait hospital pay this month allowance for us only decide ba
i dont have that habit to ask money from my parents since i graduated from high school
have to save using money, otherwise spend over will make myself suffer only
suppose now i can go back already
but still sitting here blogging
waiting the time to get the assignment from ward there to do my care plan
tomorrow morning shift!!!!!
tahan!!!! 1 more week!!
chinese new year!!!

27122009-北马大旗鼓游行

2010-01-24T13:54:00.005+08:00

invite by ah loong to join them.

having so much fun together with them

we walk from padang that opposite CDK to explanade.

long journey but didn't feel tired.

we 6 something arrive there, park our motorcycle at BHP petrol station there.

then make some preparation.

11 something receive messege from amanda. pity her

curi-curi lend motor from ah liang drive to gp fetch her come to join us

so kesian, eye cry till so red and swelling.

haiz.. sayang larh wei..

meet them at BHP petrol station and went to have our supper

ah loong pay!! hahax..

after these all of us already tired and go back ad coz we the next day we will have our next trip to ipoh, tambun

The Lost World

~wee~

sorry larh amanda, cant really accomany you on that night.

all of us, except me and william coz i m the camara man and i dont know where he went

ah loong

ah liang's son

he is trying to carry it.
it's not that light

exausted!!

Gabriel turn!!

ah loong

lastly.. me and him

26122009- Gathering at La Mei Zhi

2010-01-23T12:37:00.005+08:00

firstly.. i wanna congraz to my cousin cox that day she was baptized to become an seventh-day adventist..

finally she found back the happiness the fresh air from the protection of God, though i'm not christian but i believe that you will be always happy after you choose this way..

proud of you, you finally make a decision for yourself and not because of other.

we sayang and love you always

~night time~

tambun seafood at last change to yongqi's restaurant at crystal point there due to tambun is too far, and some of them cant go..

suppose we start our steamboat on 630

but.. haha.. we late again!!

on that time i still nua at home samo the present i also haven't go and buy yet.

quickly rush to queensbay the face shop buy a hand cream then rush to La Mei Zhi

reach there, i tot when i open the door i will hear very noisy sound that i familiar with

mana tau.. bo wo..

guan lai, that 世界大美女 and minkar haven't reach yet ( luckily i'm not the last one.. XD)

zhaoyin, cheayeong, joohuei, amanda was absent

after these, we plan to coffee island cont our fun and exchange our xmas present

me, minkar, yongqi and shelvone follow yuntyn's car

and that 世界大美女driving are sooo~~ horrible

she drive not even 5 minutes, just wanna drive out from sungai nibong junction only

already make me scream with high pitch..

my goodness!! my driving scale already make can make people shout d

but she is make all of us scream

no wonder minkar ask me lubricate my throat first before enter her car

at last we change to sunrise mcd coz some of them at gurney

for their convenien we meet them at sunrise mcd

and we also go and fetch amanda from gp cox she just finish from work

after we exchange our present plan to go back and yilin's car was parked at coffee island there.

they plan to go get their car by walking but for their safety we have a BEST solution

we all 10 people went into 1 myvi!!!

during the journey from sunrise mcd to coffee island damn funny!

we all keep joking in the car, laughing, samo we scare meet road block.

beside our car, there are so many motocycles, cars drivers and passenger keep look at us.

damn paiseh but we enjoy!

after drop them at coffee island

yuntyn drop me, amanda and yongqi at yongqi's apartment

and yongqi take car fetch me and amanda back again.

so troublesome bit regret i didnt drive that day

amanda still dont want back home yet.

so i ask yongqi drop me and amanda at his house there to get my car hang out with amanda again

after yongqi drop us at his house downstair wan make a u-turn go back, but me and amanda keep cho siao at the middle of the road (=.= never die before) to block yongqi without looking the road condition

when i realise, there is an UNSER behind us already.

ooppss.. his friend and our f5 classmate sherynn was in the car!

me and amanda was so shock when saw sherynn. so paiseh!

didnt meet each other since graduated but meet in this condition

hahaxx!! sia sui nia

get into my car.. went to sunset again

amanda was so moody.. haiz..

cheer larh my friend..

here is ours photo

shelvone and me. we was born in the same day

my seat at La Mei Zhi

jesmine get the present that bought from me.

minkar's present is bought from jesmine

chiajern was so lucky! choc!! from yongqi

susan get from yuntyn

and me get chocolate too! from minkar

yuntyn (i forgot she get from who d)

yilin

yuntyn, minkar and jesmine.

3 in black!

yongqi and me

the two didnt bring along their present.

amanda and shelvone

amanda, shelvone, yongqi and me!!

our group photo.2008 PCGHS School Band Form5 Member. except joohuei, zhaoyin and cheayeong

~Friends forever~

24122009- X'mas Eve

2010-01-17T18:30:00.004+08:00

actually we our band mate have plan to go b.f on that morning but cancel

change to go tambun eat seafood on 26 night

~Xmas eve~

5 something we already depart from home avoid traffic jam

we went to gurney first

have our dinner at hua xi di

then heading to converse

he bought me present

~wee~

chit chat with snj colleague a while then we went to sunset to enjoy the moment of xmas eve

dunno is the food got problem or not

coz both of us also not feel very well and at last we both vomit at toilet.

hahaxx

we take some photo at park royal there..

the xmas tree were so beautiful just it is not as huge as gurney plaza

after these

we meet up ah loong and gabriel them at pub there.

we drink, laugh and dance like hell

hahaxx

i'm so happy to be with them

i'm so happy and so glad to be with you

MERRY CHRISTMAS!!

p/s i din drunk on that night

we capture our image in the dunno what ball that hang it on the xmas tree

someone act cute!!

us

23122009- Band mate gathering

2010-01-17T18:08:00.003+08:00

Susan had back from Australia, Chiajern also back from kampar, and zhaoyin chiayeong still on form6 holiday

plus that kangyilin finally appear herself (beng beng take A-level at penang KDU nia, but make all of us tot that she already oversea. NO CONTACT AT ALL!)

so they decide to have a gathering for our badge band member.

they said we all me at PCGHS visit our juniors first then only decide where to have our lunch

but most of them also late to high school, including me!!

i got reason larh k, i have to finish my care plan mer, i work afternoon shift that day

at last we decide to go sunrise pizza hut to have our lunch and wait for the rest who not yet come

here we are

us, gathering at pizza hut again.

except amanda, joohuei have to work and shelvone absent

hahaxx!! us in sunrise pizza hut to have our first gathering after we graduated

if i m not mistaken, that day is 3rd of January 2009..

our hair still short!!

02122009- Min Kar's 18

2010-01-17T17:44:00.002+08:00

erm. it's last years..

now only update

minkar officially turn to 18

we celebrate for her at coffee island together with

joohuei, yongqi and yuntyn

joohuei heading to club, left only us..

Random update

2010-01-17T14:20:00.002+08:00

still have time..

try my best to upload everything that i want to upload

kinda busy and tired lorh

i have so much things need to run through

most of my classmate tot that after i moving out from hostel

my night life sure very interesting and very enjoy

ermhmm.. correction

you all also know that this semester is very busy and this semester is the most difficult semester d lorh.

after finish school reach home, the first thing to do is lie on my bed and try to get a short nap lorh

i prefer to sleep on my bed rather than hanging out at weekdays night..

night life? i only have my night life on friday and saturday night. interesting and enjoy uhh..

every morning have to spend half an hour from my house to college, normally not even 15 min.

because of CLHS, SHANG WU PRIMARY and UHS!

the road is sooo jam. make me so irritated!

i want to drive motorcycle to college, save lots of time and i need not wake up so early

mayb can sleep until 715 only wake up still can be on time, save petrol samo have been riding motorcycle since i'm form4, the way to college is actually the same to my high school

but lerh, because of WILLIAM LIM not allow!

waste my neuron cell to think and plan so much

i had ask him so many time, answer still the same

"BEH SAI!!!"

haiz.. forget bout it.

friday midnight, i nearl get heart attack from my dad

that day i quite tired after i came back from hospital. he also lack of sleep for almost 2 days d so we decide not going out on that night

we both fall asleep while chit chatting, that time is only 2230.

at 0030

my mum knock my room door, of course i cant answer her coz i already die on my bed

my mum have no choice but to open the door without my permission (~hee, my family very respect each other eh 'knock the door before come in' ) looking at the two dead fish lying on the bed.. haha..

"ah ting! wake up! fetch your papa go hospital now! he's not feeling well! faster!"

it takes quite much time for my mum to wake me up lorh..

~ if possible, dont tell any hard to digest d messege to an unconcious or semi-concious d people, coz the only respone that person will react to you is, staring at you, looks blur n no idea ~

looking at the people beside me, still dying on the bed without giving any respond, dont wake him up le

i drive my mum's car fetch my dad to adventist coz i only familiar with adventist d system compare to other hospital (actually, i only trust the doctor of adventist)

i macam drive ambulance lorh for the whole journey to adventist

that time i think back what zhan hui told me before when i work with him

put double signal and keep shine the high beam, everyone sure will let you pass by eh

i decide to do this, but that day not so many car on the road only

"ah ting, drive slowly, i m ok..."

please larh! look at your face, pale, cold sweat, speak also cant speak clearly already, like that you tell me you're ok??

eh, your daughter taking nursing course not noob course k

i clear than you what's the situation ok..

doctor ask him to admit hospital but that lao ah pek stubborn ka si!!!!

dont want!

lou dao!!! you really kek die me!!

how i pujuk also dont want

at last, doctor give him strong medication to control his faintness

if sunday still not ok, must admit this time

hope that is nothing larh.

reach home, i have to pujuk another people again

"why just now you din wake me up to fetch your papa go hospital??!!"

T.T dear arrrhhhhh!!!

i let you sleep mah, you told me this 2 days you only sleep for 2 hours.

i know you scare they misunderstanding

they know that you have to work early in the morning. they wont mind eh.

how you treat us, they know very well.

dont think too much larh.. bo su eh..

SPECIALLY for you.. JUST for you, SLUT

2010-01-09T15:58:00.011+08:00

phew..
finally I'm free from last year's final vacation till now.. nyek nyek
happy new year everyone.. new year started, i also did a lot of changes for my own..
second semester had start, this is a tough semester among the 6 semesters, means that upon i pass this semester, everything will be easier. we will get our nurse cap on this march that will be held in berjaya hotel. hee.. i have told you all d lorh, i really want to be a nurse eh. my friends and relative n even my parents also couldn't believe till i get the letter from adventist that i have been chosen by a JCI hospital and college!!! i know i look NOT MATCH! but this is the truth.. hee.. the system there are very strict especially our result and training. everyone study in college n i did the same, but then my college is much more different that others.. mayb more difficult and gotta always be prepared.. and my semester break =.= only 2 weeks per half year.
next, here is a good news! i no longer stay in hostel!!! wee~~~
so syok! but so pity to murphy larh, since i get the confirmation letter from college, she moody till wanna cry d. last thursday was my last night to stay in hostel, she come ma pou with me although we already in the same room. when i tell my guarantor that i want to move out, first thing she ask got people bully me hor.. =.= please larh, since when i kena bully eh, always I'm the one bully people nia gua. i am bad girl lai mah, some more now have the new title 狐狸精for me d lorh, already get use to it larh. as my cousin told me
" guan si toh ho lar, who ask your parent born you with chao lang bin, even you're ho lang, people also will think that you're bad for the first impression because of you face, 狐狸精？and ppl immature dun go care bout it la. not bad mah!" but then i don't even wan to bother bout that immature kids. waste my time as i wont get any benefit from there. she thought she can shake my life with those silly and idiot words.. come on, look around yrself la, who cares bout that.. mirror yrself be4 u hurl out any comment bout others la.. dun make ppl laugh on yr immature act la. or mayb she just 1 ppl to pity bout her la.. whatever la.. non of my business.. n i'm not so KAY PO n busybody to gossip bout others.. let it be la, haha.. even his fren also say y that girl satu macam eh? scare ppl dunno wat's going on? sampai wan to go gurney also need to post in fb ' I'm going to gurney plaza later'.. really so swt.. haha.. back to the topic, just wanna say that I'm doing well, I'm happy with my life.. friends out there, don't worry bout me ya.. hehe..
after all, i survive from my past, i forget and left my old self behind.. for those friend who know about my past are happy and glad to see the new ME.
erm, you call this tough? you want to know what really tough is? you want to try that feeling?
hopeless? disappointed? pain? hurt? heartache? bleed?
If yours story are add in these adjective, better take it out before my friends laugh and look down you
wants to compare? no need larh. you cant even compare part of it
have you ever try to bare a burden until yourself feel like you don't have that wish to bare it and choose to give up everything, and that burden i have to bare it forever and the rest of my life
i m not a 悲观people, thick face a bit.. people who know me they know that i m a person who are active, annoying, talkative cant sit properly, naughty, luan luan go, anywhere also can go, even my dad also tao tia with me. haha..
long time didn't use chinese ad. hao len my chinese a while.. XD
全部事情一起发生而且就只有一个人自己承担，一无所有，书都读不成，身心俱创。时间已逝，我放过他也释放自己在那沉重的枷锁，还是朋友。唯独我家那固执的老阿伯和他那一群的老兄还不能释怀
崩溃？请注意用词，一个人是没那么容易去崩溃的，而且当一个人崩溃的时候并不是那么的清醒，完全不懂得下一步要做什么，要怎样？我并不觉得你是在崩溃喔，那么的清醒，还有本事在facebook大喊大叫让全世界知道, 我认为你在发飙幼稚多过崩溃，无聊到处翻我的陈年往事，才知道那么一点点的小事情就到处献宝？还是你希望有人帮你传达那“天大的事情”过后，希望可以透过这机会，可以帮你做主，即使得不到也来个玉石俱灰？
我很感谢所有对这件事那么关注，给那么多意见的人，也帮了不少那可怜的小孩。这段日子不好意思浪费诸位宝贵的口水，让在下成为街坊茗茶话题，不过试问诸位都认识我吗？而认识我的请问你了解在下吗？都不，是吗？那么何必过于积极给于一些无关痛痒于诸位甚自伤害他人的意见与评论呢？冒昧一句，你们认为你们都有这些资格来批评一个你们不了解甚至不认识的人吗？
当你长得越大，经历的事越多，看得事情就不一样了
我并不会特地将人拿来比较，十枝手指各有长短。现在他很疼我，之前的也不错。试问哪一个人不疼自己的伴侣，只是性格生活方式不一样，不适合不能继续。当找到一个彼此都适合就可能会觉得之前的并不了解，疼自己。从不同的角度去看会看到不一样的事情与见解
遇到最最最不想遇到的人？阁下确定？还是很想遇到？若阁下真的很不想遇到为何阁下又牵着你最想珍惜的那个人在你最最最不想遇到的那个人面前晃来晃去呢？用意何在？是想证明阁下现在很快乐很幸福？放心啦，阁下的高度我们还能看得到，更何况我们又没盲我们的眼睛都并不小很不幸的，阁下已成为我课余纾解压力的管道，沉重的课业，工作以及生活上的压力都在这里给抒发了！在此声明，在下从未说过我是好人，阁下认为本人会在意你那没有经过大脑的行为到处损人名誉的行为吗？很不好意识，在下并不是靠名吃饭的人，装你的可怜兮兮无辜样博同情，在下可以告诉您，像你这样子的假人是你那最最最不想遇到的那个人最讨厌及最瞧不起的那一种人。本人也比谁更清楚我是生活在属于我轨道上的人，我有我的消遣，娱乐与生活方式，也很不幸的，阁下那个最最最不想遇到的那个人是和在下一样，都是生活在同一个世界的人，我们彼此都不会约束彼此也不会反对彼此，我们都很“享受”彼此“玩”的生活。
我给他面子，让你保持你那乖乖淑女形象，你却把我的忍让当做没有一回事，在下容忍度是有一个极限的。事情没弄清来龙去脉，不分青红皂白一直在另一头大喊大叫！反省及回想发生过什么事再来叫，不要一直做一些无聊幼稚行为来让我对你更反感。用你的大脑想一想，本人从2008年就认识他了，要撬也不必等到现在。。

DONT JUDGE ME IF YOU DONT KNOW ME!
Thank you very much! Till then

PCGHS School Band 30th Anniversary and Farewell

2009-12-27T13:11:00.004+08:00

1221

went back to high school coz all of us are invited to attend the school band 30th anniversary and farewell

long time didnt come back, so familiar but also feel stranger

look at all the junior, almost me and my friends also cant recognise

some we dont even know them

at 1st we tot that is FOC but when we reach there only realise we have to pay rm15!!

bo huat, already there, have to give face

very bo worth larh wei! food bo ho liao

some more haven't start eat kena scold "you all are very embarrass" by TC-guru penasihat of the band

what the~~~

everytime we went back also kena shoot d lorh

sport day also kena shoot

anniversary also kena shoot

we are not under her control d but she like still want to control us

after these all of us have all decide

we will not attend the coming anniversary d!

us.. in the auditorium of PCGHS

last time we always have our indoor concert practise here

so much memories and so memorable

taken at our school "5 start toilet"

our school very willing to spend a large amout of money to renovate a place that everybody pang sai pang jio but bo keep clean eh place but dont want to spend it in a correct way eh

dont jpn d ppl is evaluate the toilet lerh or evaluate the school

start to eat and also start to get scold from the pink shirt d ppl

see.. stand behind yun tyn nia

after jesmine took this pic nia

all of us kena m16 d

Rennae's 18

2009-12-26T02:59:00.002+08:00

1220

Rennae 18 birthday and also the annual dinner for adventist hospital

i m working on that day so terpaksa have to ship the chance to go the annual dinner

that day murphy come to my work place find me to plan the surprise for her

and i also purposely dont want to wish her act like i already forgot is her birthday

actually we plan to give her a surprise after they all come back from the annual dinner before 12am the 21th coming

she was fall asleep that time, we light up the candle walk to her room

and that murphy very very the sui

i ask her to knock the door but then the way she knock just like our hostel sudah terbakar

rennae get shock and run out from the bed to open the door

hahaxx!!

the reaction so funny!

ah wong! i wish you all the best in everything! have a good relationship with choy!

god bless you! amen!

hahaxx!! ( i m still buddist)

cake that i bought from gurney bread history

i m reparing. but actually that time i already very tired back from work want to fall asleep d

the reaction

kami yang plan for her the surprise.

from the left: rennae, me, murphy, kailun, huiling, minyan

~18~

Tired

2009-12-16T14:05:00.002+08:00

working like a cow or horse or donkey

which one of these is correct i dont know
all i know is
I'm really TIRED

Short while

2009-12-09T08:42:00.003+08:00

back to college again, so boring.. most of our senior already went for holiday and our super senior this will the last week for them

haiz.. only us have to come back work for 12 days then holiday 10days before 2nd semester start.. weird

take this short 10 minutes to get a deep breath and a short break before go to skills lab

i really dislike afternoon shift, work content boring some more feel like not enoungh time for us

i feel more tired when work afternoon shift.

still on my holiday mood larh, all my friends still on holiday.. haiz.

wish friday come faster, i can hang out again.

sleepy but cant slp

my eyelid is going to drop down again

till then

Holidays

2009-12-03T11:12:00.005+08:00

my holidays is going to finish soon le

feel like time pasing so fast

i feel like i haven't get a good rest during these holidays

of course larh

i hang out everyday

but i really enjoy this holiday

i feel so happy

on 20th november

after i finish clinical back home rest a while

i have promise murphy will fetch her go jeti at 6 something by using motocycle

at last become car fetch by him together with me

because lerh he not allow me to drive motocycle again

after that went to QB kia lai kia ki wait the time to past

coz we are going to butterworld at 1am mid night fetch gabriel back from perak with ah liang, ayam and dunlop by 3 motor

ahahah

after fetch him went to pub meet ah loong drink again

got 1 time i kiam kiam succeed curi curi drive motor to prangin d when he is sleeping

mana tau at last he wake by my dad d tunder sound

kena catch on the spot

and

my parent keep laughing there

i have hundred years din drive motor d lorh

upload part of these holidays life first

will upload more soon

~lazy~

appreciating the left of the time

grrr

i have to work at pc fair AGAIN!!!!

but this time the workload sipek sipek very very the easy

standing there distribute flyer only

no need pia sales

some more 2 hours break

ENG!!!

these photos is that day he ki siao wake at morning 6 something

we went to pulau tikus market have our breakfast and we went to batu ferringi park royal beach

that time my eyelid still cant finish open ko lorh

enjoy the blue sky with the sound of the sea wave

more photos uplaod soon

~to be continue~

=p

2009-11-19T19:59:00.002+08:00

i m waiting for tomorrow
vacation!!
~~shaking~~
luckily i have achieve my log book d percentage, otherwise people enjoying thier holiday but i'm work like a cow in the hospital
but pity to some of them larh, cant go back to their hometown because of log book.
plan so many place to go
plan so many thing to do
actually i feel like want to go sabah pulau perhentian eh lorh
but my vacation only have 2 weeks nia lorh
spend 1 week there, lef 1 more week nia
next year 1 month d vacation only go le larh
15 hours more
i can fly~~

Em.. i just cant sleep

2009-11-16T23:05:00.003+08:00

duh... tomorrow i work for morning shift and have to wake up at 5 eh people.

i suppose have to on my bed and hugging my bobo to sleep now, and yet what am i doing no?

press the keyboard, listen to the song, shaking my leg doing nothing

just now afternoon finish work, dont have skills lab for whole week so 1 something already came back to hostel.

at first me and rennae plan to go prangin for shopping, cox she wanna buy some present for her family, she go back sabah on this sunday.. (hee.. holiday soon! cant wait lorh)

but lerh, just now morning too tired, came back after bath, i straight away die at my bed until 6 like that.. =.= wait for wednesday only go le ba. tomorrow bo eng fetch you go pun, i have thing to do.

hee.. doing nothing, just finish watching step up with rennae at my room then??

online lorh, facebook lorh, chat with friends thru msn lorh

the life at here really extreme

when you getting busy, you will verybusy until you dun have time to pang sai also

when you free? see.. now what time already, and what am i doing

XD plan for what i want to do to spend my vacation

The Dog

2009-11-14T21:30:00.004+08:00

so cute!!

i mean the dog
playing with my hair and try to bite off the rubber bend

26092009- QE2

2009-11-14T20:59:00.004+08:00

i know got bit too late to update this
but i really busy during this period

friday night

when to QE2 with bunch of friends

william, gabriel, ayam, yi qin, che yen, khoon jie, chon sen, michelle

we all very enjoy that night

reach home already 4 something reaching 5

luckily before that i have inform my dad i went to club

abo kena fuck again

but recently no more le

somemore can joke till very siao with me and william

wont face black black d..

my mom no need say larh, pun teh already siao d

just william beh guan si my family, my that 3 cousin sisters is siao eh kaki nia mah

~~crazy- pitbull~~

ignore my ugly scar..

i really hate that korean driver

act yeng!beh hiao paiseh

16102009

2009-11-14T19:53:00.004+08:00

friday

seldom i have no date with him on friday, he have to work

so i ma go out with my college friends lorh

no need said, i m the one of the 2 drivers

batu ferringhi

is our destination

bought 5 pairs of earings

hee.

1st time wear so girlish d earing

on the way

in the car, withing the traffic light

murphy mary and me

the ship view

hee, i plan to celebrate xmas at here with him

my amo kia

hahaxx

murphy and me

so short, she only have 150cm ++ nia, looks very short when stand beside me! hahaxx!

i know i sui, but i really have 170cm mah

so short, but can drive RGV

outside sunset bistro

dunno why i become very like to go sunset now

almost every friday i will go there with him.

Deepavali

2009-11-14T18:52:00.003+08:00

that day was deepavali

i have nothing to do plus i no mood study for my final exam yet

plus he have to help his mother to work for the senQ, sharp fair at time square

plus my college friends keep luan me bring them go walk around penang

hmm

wake up at 730 morning, fuck man.. really ai kun lorh

drive to hostel at pulau tikus there them from my house then drive to ayer itam there near my house again

they buy vegetable, fish, meat, fruits, prown somemore to cook at hostel

then eat the famous laksa

then went to kek lok si

i think this year is the forth time i came to kek lok si lorh

same like last time we bring the taiwanese friends come travel

that day is deepavali, damn jam!

luckily i m driving my mom's car that day, if drive my car i sure step the clucth step til leg fracture eh.

after finish bring them travel penang

night time, i bring another group of friends went to batu ferringi

2 of them are from sabah, 1 of them from sarawak

from the left

miao ping from johor, mary from sabah, me from penang larh of course, murphy-my room mate from bukit mertajam

view of ayer itam

flower.. chinese new year more beatiful. mouth too big, after i spoke this out, i bring myself trouble. hahaxx. they luan me bring them come on chinese new year.

us. that 1 long hair plus wearing spec eh is huiling

jek argk. since when i become pengemis

hee.. my hair very messy i knw

tortoise pool

we are pointing the tortoise pool. but too bright, cant see anything

this is the first photo we capture when we first step at kek lok si

Free

2009-11-14T18:21:00.002+08:00

hee..

now i think i finally have time to really update my blog, post photo, share what i actually want to share.

i think i good in mood gua, because i have passed my final exam!

its not that easy k, who else say is easier than form6 and a-level ha?

i will burn and blend all the notes for that fucker to drink! you try take this course and see, you will regret to what you have said

tension tiok wu er, easy. let you everyday expose every kind of microorganism, everyday help people clean feces, bath, wash bird bird, see macam-macam eh wound, let people scold and see, see you will siao bo, say till ane ho tia.. bodoh! oOo

uhmm.. i m waiting the march of next year, waiting the ceremony!

stay tuned~~

i m updating photossssss~~

YEEAHH!!

2009-11-12T15:53:00.003+08:00

happy oo

i finally finish my semester final exam

and

result will be come out tomorrow, kan jeong!

if pass, congraz! you are qualified to go through next semester, and march of next year can attend the caping ceremony

if sui siao fail, paiseh

you are out of this college

sweating~~

hopefully can pass larh

emm.. less than 24 hours, our life and future in their hand now..

hahaxx.. serious right.. but it is really serious, dont siao siao

this week i totally lack of sleep

i think i only sleep 3 hours in everage

sleep late but wake early

must pia larh betul betul, cant siao siao like secondary school lorh

taking the sponsorship sign contrack like last year meh

fail also nevermind eh, ah kong eh money lai, fail also no need to pay back the money eh

but here different lorh, now i already got tauke pressing us..

hmm..

tomorrow before taking the result, we have our class party first

wulalala

but sian lorh, why choose to organize at class lerh? waste nia, go beach ma.

no transport? rapid penang larh!

pot luck.

later go back to hostel have to cook till lu siao siao

to celebrating we finish our semester exam

'i got a feeling, thats tonight will be the good night'

open cinema!!! come my room watch movie watch till midnight

and tomorrow night i can hang out agian lorh!

celebrate finish my semester if i pass the exam then celebrate i can continue my next sem too larh.

of course only with him only larh, he help me change a lot, make me happy than before, teach me how to think positive and the way of happy go lucky

forget about the pass

thank you very much

i will achieve what i have promise to you

Raya Holidays

2009-09-26T17:14:00.004+08:00

actually nothing special for me
18. went to sunset to waiting thee coming of 19
19. afternoon, fetch my mummy back from work then went to prangin with joo huei
after that went to new world park find Ireen chit chat. 11:50pm went to watch where got ghost with bunch of friends. william, gabriel, ayam, dunlop.. damn funny larh wei that movie
好朋友，手牵手，pangsai没洗手
ahaha
20, 21, 22. work at QB braun buffel.
damn sien, but ok larh, earn money mah, rm9 per hour wo
23 back to hostel again.
thursday start school d
damn sien.. people holiday 1 week but i 5 days only
haiz..
and i found that guan lai there is some people (em, actually i dont know you wo..) like to korek my thing eh lorh
then tell to someone.. haiz.. pass d larh k, ask lai zhomi lerh
i believe that after you tell them you also din get any benefit, am i right??
you still young, dont make till yourself like pat por larh
yeah man!!! dont suspect! is you!! i am talking you
hahahaxx
surprise??

Birthday- with house mate

2009-09-23T17:35:00.005+08:00

blow candle

make wishes

after 10 minutes

2 cakes left like this

hee

tam jiak face

my friends all busy on eating cakes

i also busy with eating cake and watch korea movie

chocolate moist and chocalate dunno

hahaxx

the left hand side's cake is bought from house mate

and the right hand side is bake from zhan hui

hee..

1 night 2 cakes

chocolate moist

hand bake from zhan hui

missing piece??

potong cake

too excited!!

hahaxx

i m eighteen!!

they purposely give me a surprise

when i lie on the bed watching korea movie

hair messy messy face oily oily

hahaxx

Thank You Very Much

Sunset

2009-09-23T17:20:00.002+08:00

Sunset with~

Heineken

fries

candle

sea

sand

start light

WITH

dear

I'm EIGHTTEEN- 18!!!!!!

2009-09-19T09:27:00.002+08:00

recently really really not enough time for me

emm..

i total didnt online for 1 week

my college really crushing me

this week really killing all of us

assignment, test and quiz non stop!

especially the anatomy and phsyology make all of us face green green

luckily

hee~

i pass all!!

wulala

and now only i know my college vry wick lorh

before we go back

they mail all the midterm result to our parents!

phew~~

bo su bo su

and

i turn 18 d lorh

ACONSA help all the september babies celebrate on thursay morning

my house mate help give me a surprise on thursday night

cox friday we all go back home d

birthday eve

although is heavy raining

but he acheive his promise to me

went to sunset waiting the coming of 19 september

i m not alone

he has came in

in apart

same of us, i no need to hide and pretend the real life of mine anymore

hee.. i recieved a roxy purse from him as the first present between us

thru msg

i received birthday wishes from

gabriel, cheenlin, shelvone, zhenyin, minkar, gabby, charlie, joohuei, samuel, yang, chuan, dennis, zyeling, yeonlyn, my dearest cousin

thru facebook

wanfang, lilian, jesmine, adelyn, jsse, susan and carrene

lazy upload photo..

sooner or later larh

raining day

nice to sleep~~

Sorry

2009-09-19T08:58:00.002+08:00

i dont know what should i say

i just feel very sorry to my buddy

thousand of sorry

I'm sorry

to yongqi, minkar, jesmine, yuntyn, shelvone

honestly

when i saw the photo that shelvone tag me in facebook, the blog

i drop my tears

they really wanna give me a huge surprise

but i was absent

the cake

really nice

thanks to you all wanna celebrate the advence birthday with me

i dont know how to describes the feelings

just feel that i still have 5 of you

i love the cake

i love 5 of you

i really touch even i not there

so glad that i have friends like 5 of you all

accident, birthday every and everything

always is you all the first appear in front my eyes

i had make a wish for this 18th birthday

i hope this friendship will never end

friends forever

hee..

2009-09-11T00:05:00.002+08:00

my baby~~

hee..

actually is baby manikin

i just syok to bao bao the baby and take photo nia

semester3 i can help baby pom pom take care the baby d lorh

and can see the pregnant women labour too..

kekexx

real eh..

bahaha

08092009

2009-09-09T21:24:00.003+08:00

class finish on 230pm

syok!!

me, taylor, rowwene, yenwen, johan, yippy 6 of us cant duduk diam diam

all plan to go prangin mall watch movie!!

excited!!

hee

went by bus, long time didnt take bus with bunch of friends d

feel so excited! samo we keep zo siao at bus

that taylor ar, 70 cent nia lorh also wanna luan with that bus driver

suddenly feel that he very lao yi lorh..

they keep doing black head eh thing in bus

go counsel a couple from phor tay private high school eh students!

ask them dont pak tor, education more important

dont yi yi yap yap at bus larh

have to consider about their parents larh, dont waste their money to support them study larh

omg

siao larh them, make me sia sui bo image keep laugh at there

they acc me go find my mom sign the over night form

after this only walk to prangin together

on the way we walk to prangin dunno let cars horn how many times lorh

dangerous!! horrible!!

hee..

spot tiok a dress from a shop!

i like it!

decide to buy it if i cant buy the dress that i want from b.ferringgi.. hehexx

watch 'The Ophan'

shout till like hell, i got bit sit beside taylor and yenwen lorh..

yenwen lerh keep scaring me by suddenly, and the taylor more sui! he keep pull away my hand that i used to cover my eyes, take away my phone my bag my jacket let me hug ntg!

these are all the reaction of all of them

taylor: when he scare he keep shout and scold the rude words

yenwen: laugh at there, actually i dunno what she laugh

rowwene: she very kin jeong at there, same with me, she keep shout at there

yippy: after shouting, she will laugh non-stop there.. gila siao

johan: no reaction.. =.=

after the movie, balik hostel.

dome meeting, tidur~~~

10 something only wake

2 something only sleep again.

hmm

2009-09-07T22:04:00.002+08:00

scold by someone

scold me siao jor, scold me immature, scold me unconcious every and everything

recently keep kena f*ck by people lorh..

=.=

f*ck beh sien eh meh???

i know i am doing larh

at least i happy k?

or you want me become like last time?

that time really siao larh

i just want to do what i want just like you want do what you want

you dont have that right to help me do decision larh k??

i respect what you said what you done

but can you respect me?

stop take my thing as your gossip topic k?

i always using the nice tone to talk to you

help you when you need

stop showing me the face that i dont want to see

and using the LJ attitude traet me

i always took you as my top best friend

that is not i want from you

sunday

2009-09-06T21:30:00.001+08:00

Lame

bored

meaningless

sunday