Will be back soon!

I know i was death from here almost half a year.
was busy like hell!!!about graduation thingy, year book preparation bla bla bla.. thats why I hate to be a commitee member!
 college final, goverment board license exam.. bla bla bla
not enough time to rest and sleep.. eye bag getting severe.
i swear i will go a very frequent facial and eye treatment! for sure! even though i have no facial problem with it, but its a package.. Xp
anyway, will be back soon. already missed so mush of update!
stay tuned! love ya!!

Cindy big day!!

3rd Sept.

William another cousin Cindy big.

Finally her turn to got married with her love one. 

last year was her sister Irene and now she.

congrattzzz

The grandma side family member.

Ooi's family member.

Towards year end..

I'm back, was away almost one month.
finally finish the semester5 final exam!phew..
seriously, I hate exam just because of I'm too lazy in prepare it and have to rush last minute and burn the midnight oil.
but this semester is worsen than previous final exam, I totally didnt put effort on it, not even 11pm I already felt so sleepy and in love with my bed!
anyway, is coming  towards the year end.
William and I all were officially turn 20!! happy 20 birthday, and 2 years anniversary to both of us!
sometime things may not be so smoothly as what we wish in so many ways and catagaries such as carrier, study, social relationship even family relationship. but as long as we are in the correct pathway and very conscious in what are we doing, there are no right or wrong to be judge!
everyone have their certain point that not to be in, but as long as there is someone always support and be with you, you will never feel alone, take a deep breath, tomorrow will be another brighter day.
no worry, as I said, I will always be with you. wish you will be happy always and less worry.
Love you always.

Avril Lavigne - Smile

Avril Lavigne - Wish You Were Here

=D

Kinda relax today.. maybe just feel happy??
well, i had start to learn how to put down the anger. Thanks to her.
i know myself are freaking bad temper but anyway thanks for giving me a chance to talk things that I wish to talk in that quite weird situation. haa.. I just feel release!

just to share with everyone! my hot punk chick idol is back! Avril Lavigne is back!
was waiting so long for her new song new album!
she is so real and not fake like others singer&artist!
her song all are so meaningful so touch although peoples says her style is rude. for me, NO! i like her style damn much!
I like these 2 new songs the most!
I just can't stop to love her!

voices

Guys, i'm back.. well, was very busy for the pass 2 months.
finally I'm in final year for the course I'm taking!
god bless i wanna graduate in very short time!
few of my friends was away from malaysia to continue their further studies
and i realize surrounding me those long long close friends of mine is getting lesser and lesser
maybe this is a part of our life when we're growing. I miss you all damn much. still wish to sampat together with you all!
though nowadays have lots of friends. social activities, night life lots but i wish i have peaceful mind.
I'll be going 20 year old in 2 days time, wish you all would be around!
things that worried getting more and more and smiling getting lesser and lesser.
seriously need a deep talk friend!

曾经有位朋友说过
“你也是个人，有情绪也是很正常，这世界本来就不公平，何必逼自己用坚强把自己伪装起来”
好一针见血的一句
说真的，人长得越大知道得越多不见得是一件好事
我宁愿像小时候七岁以前住老家的时候一样，天塌下来都不关我事，放学回家，书包一丢，骑上脚车整个村里趴趴走
生活在拥有超过10人的大家庭里，看透了人与人的虚情假意，互相利用，落井下石还有无理的诬蔑，人世险恶！再纯净的心也会蒙上阴霾！
如果不够强悍，就会成为恶虎嘴里叼的一块肉。多亏你们无情的伤害最疼爱我的那一家人，造就了现在你们所谓无情与毒舌的我
我是多么的心疼他们当时所受的委屈与无助，很怨恨当时我的不知情与无能为力
每次的舌枪唇战，背着对人的怨恨，对人的怀疑，虽然我说这些能让我的脑袋保持灵活预防老人痴呆胜于打麻将，但这些都弄得我好累
我很羡慕mimi的放得开，原谅所有对不起他们，对人还是抱着希望的态度
他说过放过他人也解放自己，耶稣也原谅了所有背叛他的世人
也许我也该尝试放下过去原谅他人，放过我自己了
给自己一个最棒的二十岁生日礼物！

Penang State Marching Band Competition

the competition was held in usm football field

on 25th of june

nothing much to write

but i feel so touched when i saw my junior solo in one part

proud of you!!

when see the present time

we had so much of feeling at that moment

we miss band very much!

we were so desperate to march together with them!

and realize that we been graduated 3 years

the song that they blow was the song that we plan to use in 2008 competion

which the year when we're in form 5

but due to some issue

we didnt join the competion but be the guest in opening ceremony

no matter how's the result will be

still proud with you all

things that you all face and gone through

i was also gone through before

was part of my high school life too

and also the precious memory for me

Red Hill

Red Hill

=.= direct translate from Juli

Bukit Merah = Red Hill

right before our college reopen

we gather together went to bukit merah

actually its not the place that i want to go but as long as we can have fun together

i dont mind

we was plan I'm the one of be the driver to fetch all penang island people

but lerh, my bf love me too much also worry too much

at last he follow us to go

glad that he can get along with all my friends

have so much fun together

and all my friend were so like him and keep on

telling me that i was so lucky to have a such good bf

ya I knew

otherwise we wont be together for 2 years

haha

forgive my thick face

but he really sayang me!!

=D

upon reaching.

buying ticket

but some of us keep busying in take pic

Juli, Abby, me

ignore the messy hair

our favorite!!

this is the only one we keep on playing!

yea.. Us

from the left

yenwen, reneeta, me, juli, abby and sheyma

we purposely choose weekday just dont want to have so many ppl there

but still

and all is BLACK ANT

arab season

on the way back time

we have our dinner at seoul garden auto city

we lost some amount of fat when in Bukit merah

but we gain double portion in 1 hour plus

its really hungry!!

Update

I'm back again

been away for 1 month.

Finally i start my final year in my course

its very hectic for this year

start to work for full shift, midnight shift ( i wish i wont see any ho hia ti!)

ICU, operating theater, cath lab

community health, which mean need to expose to community

and last school health.

interesting right? i feel so.

here i'm going ti update some part of my holiday activities

lazy to update.

still the same

fb will shown.

forgive my pun tua hardly can find i so hardworking.

peace!! :)