17062009

i receive a message from amanda today
she said today she skip school (tsk tsk) and ask me go her grandma house with her at balik pulau
hahaxx..
her grandma house was so fun! make me feel like i'm going back to my childhood!
didnt wear shoes walk every where, run every where, kacau the dog, chicken was also every where, plants, earthworm..
the only different is her grandma house was a fruits farm!!
a very very very big farm!!
full of durian trees, rambutan trees, mangosteen, langsat, buah pala, pink guava, keat la(i dunno the word in english).. so many!
amanda grandma house was stay at middle of the mountain so
and we two like siao lang, bring a silly busket go climb here climb there, walk here walk there to collect durian..
we dont care the size of durian, no matter it was big or small..
when we saw it, just pick up!! hahaxx
after collect all, only ask that how to handle har.. soooo heavy!!
kakaxx.. it was so fun!!
amanda was like a monkey, she walk very fast very stable
but me very ham ban, bleeding because cut by branch somemore i fall down!
luckly there is no durian behind me, if not my bud is going to have fews hole.. hahaxx
after we back from balik pulau we go fetch joo huei to gee there eat tomyam..
but i sure kuan gen larh..
den went to cc, amanda teach me n joo play left 4 dead..
beh hiao yi but keep luan yi and luan shout!! whole cc people keep looking at us.. haha.. sia sui
stop here larh.. ai kun ad..
tata..

Bandmate

today we all plan to back pcghs to visit our band
we were full of excited to go back but then we all full disappointed to come out..

as joo said what we can give them is just a word

烂

we all also wonder why our band will become this kind of shit

haiz.. very miss my band life with all my bandmate..

we already habit to face every problem together, fight with school for our band, fight with the witch (TC) for our band, apartment stay, hotel stay, marching together, become oh neh neh together, get scold together or even buy concert uniform oso do it together

i quite miss that feeling..

3 motors, 3 driver and 3 passanger

the 3 motors was yamaha ego, honda wave100 and honda ex5

the 3 drivers was me, minkar and yong qi

and the 3 passanger always is joohuei, amanda, shelvone and yuntyn

hahaxx.. but yuntyn until now a day still not dare to sit my motor, she said i drive very geli

haha.. i just drive faster than minkar and yongqi nia mah..

but now nonid sit motor so lang bei ad larh.. everyone got car ad!

just now went to swimming at ivory by alone

hahaxx, i meet my same age cousin there!!

lema, he ask me dun walk out to the street! he said i like kut tao peng ane, eye like panda!

walk out just will scare people nia.. apalah!

this week got at least 3 people said i thin ki

yuntyn larh, joosee said i like skelaton larh, mimi said i like run out from 非洲难民营larh, kean liang said i like paper larh..

of course larh, now i lef 49kg nia lerh..

before that i very fat meh??

stop here larh!! i going to hang out again!!

tata..

here was my past band life photo

all face look very doint doint 1!! kakaxx..

joo, yuntyn, amanda and me at rapid bus. from hydro majestic hotel to gp



at b.f beach the red shirt is minkar, the back 1 is yongqi then me


all of us!! 2008 f5 band member!! at tesco penang toilet

rapid bus again!!

tesco penang toilet too!!

all of us!! after raptai sukan 2008

sports day!! we wear formal uniform and capture with mr.lim



inside the life of hydro majestic hotel!!


brass family!! zhaoyin, minkar, yuntyn, amanda, yongqi, me, joohuei, chiajern were in this photo

practising!! that f6 senior very luan 1!! sometimes quite keh gao gao

tesco toilet again!! same day larh

I'm sorry fei fei

I Love You

I always needed time on my own
I never though I need you there when I cry
and the days feels like years when I'm alone
and the bed where you lie its make up on your side
when you walk away i count the step that you take
do you see how much i need you right now
when you're gone
the pieces side my heart are missing you
when you're gone
the face i came to know is missing too
when you're gone
the words i need to hear to always get me through the day
and make it ok
i miss you
I've never felt this way before
everythings that i do
reminds me of you
and the cloth you left they lie on the floor
ant they smell just like you
I love the things that you do
when you walk away i count the step that you take
do you see how much i need you right now
when you're gone
i pieces side my heart are missing you
when you're gone
the face i came to know is missing too
and when you're gone
the words i needs to hear to get me through the days
and make it ok
I MISS YOU
we were made for each other
out here forever
I know we were
and all i ever wanted was for you to know
everythings i do i give my heart and soul
i can hardly breathe i need to feel you are here with me
when you're gone
the pieces side my heart are missing you
when you're gone
the face i came to knoware missing too
and when you're gone
all the words i need to hear will always get me through the days
and make it ok
I MISS YOU

I'm sorry fei fei

I LOVE YOU

NORMAL

hmm..
ten days i didnt update my blog, and no special things was happen during these few day..
working working and working
now damn tl to go gurney, when i saw gurney's building..
honestly got a bit yiao lan hin.. hahaxx.. (sorry larh, i very rude one.. hee)
everyday keep repeat the same things, listen to the lala tell story..
i wonder why she got so many other people things to bring out for gossip..
really is a pat por.. em SUPER pat por..
emm.. last saturday, i first time go clubbing with fei fei to celebrate his best friends Gabriel birthday..
i want fully enjoy with all his friends, but i cant!!
i already two days not enough sleep!!
the total hours i sleep for two days not even ten hours u know!!
some more saturday i have to work for full day.. totally bo lat larh..
and and and
joo huei, amanda didnt go also.. mana syok..
haiz...
i get the contract from my college ad..
the rules, terms and condition damn loooonnnnngggg...
i have to find two people to be my gaurantor only can get the scholarship!!
very hard u know!! nobody wants to be gaurantor one!!
lema, eat banana liao larh this time..
headache!!
haiz..
no mood ad.. stop here larh.. =.=

珍惜

这几天心里面一直有着很多不同的感触
最近有一位uncle，他可以说是在我还在襁褓就认识我到现在，他叫郎伯，去世了。。
他的年纪不算很老但却不幸罹患脑癌，在短短的一个月与世长辞了。。
在郎伯去世之前我曾经答应过一位auntie会载他去探望郎伯的。。
可惜我失约了，还诸多借口。。
到最后在我还没探望他之前，他就走了。。
心里面有一种说不出的心酸感。。
过后我表姐跟我说最伤心的还是郎嫂，哭得可说是肝肠寸断
毕竟两老相依为命都近五十多六十年了，什么风雨没经历过呢？
挨都挨过了，苦都苦过了，穷也穷过了，什么酸甜苦辣都一起尝过了。。
像我表姐所说的，跟一个在一起只有五年多的男朋友分手都会哭得半死，更何况在一夜之间，多年的老伴与精神支柱走了，给人都会伤心欲绝的。。
两个人能够相遇是一种两个人共同修来的缘分。。
两人能够携手一起走过人生更是一种福气！
我不会过度强求过着荣华富贵的生活，只要家人健康，过着平凡的生活就够了。。
我相信再怎样富有的人都知道在多的钱也买不回自己所爱的人的一条命
能够看着自己的家人平安，健康，快乐
与自己爱的人携手过完这人生，白头偕老才是人生中最大的幸福与快乐。。
看着彼此慢慢的出现皱纹，头发一根根变成银白色，牙齿一颗颗的掉光 ，慢慢开始挂上老花眼镜，岁月的痕迹慢慢的出现。。

你们知道世界上最多人许下却很难办到的承诺是什么吗？

那就是

“无论你在哪里，生老病死，我都愿意照顾你，陪伴你”

这个承诺看似容易，但不简单，办得到的人又有多少？

夕阳西下，岁月不留人，望着地上俩人的倒影，有没有被幸福包围，视线渐渐模糊。。

很多人都不希望自己的亲人离我们而去，包括我在内。。

但是以后我希望我的老伴能比我先走

不是说我狠心，而是我不忍心把他孤零零留着，一个人再抱着过去的回忆伤心难过，我不舍得！

望着以及触摸手上无名指的承诺，不管是谁，都希望那个替自己套上承诺的人幸福快乐。。

珍惜眼前人，珍惜自己所爱的人，也珍惜所有爱自己的人。。
幸福快乐！！

murder murder& facade

i heard murder murder and facade ad!!!
i love these two song!!!!!!!!!!!
damn nice..
deseperate to blow it with my band mate!!

TIRED!!

haiz..
a bit regret to go back that shop to working..
they are different with X'mas fair!!
i feel not happy when i work at there..
there is no amanda, no yik lean, no fun, no joke, no freedom..
there is totally different!!!
personal sales, punch card, discipline, no joke bla bla bla..
haiz..
i miss X'mas fair, i miss all the laugh!!!
although work in X'mas fair is 24 days non stop and very tired but i still happy to work at that time..
but i know it is useless i talk these all.. T.T

11 APRIL 2009

kakaxx.. a bit too late to update saturday's things..
that day was pcghs sports day..
almost all of us (only for 2008 band senior) ewnt back see our junior..
morning 7 something i went to fetch joo then straight away went to school.. em is mu xiao
me, joo, amanda, shelvone, minkar just wear home tee only
*cox nobody call us back to be helper wad
*cox someone dont like us
*cox someone else think we tuk gan tuk pei
when that someone see us, just show her lc face to us
lema, like we owe her ane and ask
"why you all dint wear your band tee??!!"
"you all want to come back must wear band tee @#$%^&* "
we all come back not to see ur cb bin k..?!
kapsiao so much for what??
somemore ask ah qi them dont let us go in auditorium, dont let us drink the 100 plus bla bla bla..
paiseh.. we all not bo lui til even buy a can of 100 plus also cant.. GILA
hmph!!!!!!!!!!
after that we all went to tanjung bunjang beach hotel there eh beach..
play like siao lang ane
and me became darker and darker!!!!!!!!!!
climb to a small island, and the journey to the small island got a bit scary.. kakaxx
after that when to hotel eh toilet gau gau zan..
after cleaning they all went to qb..
i cant go larh, i have to work.. T.T
until here first larh.. hmm
think tiok must work toh feel sien!!!!!!!! haiz..

IPOH- The Lost World trip

4 of april

me, tun way, joo huei, and pong pong went to the lost world at ipoh tambun by a little viva..

that time i felt that

"walao eh, four of us pass for car test not even 1 year but can drive so far until ipoh there!!!"

kakaxx.. unbelievable right!!(my mom also say that!!)

we reach ipoh around 1020 but we REACH THE LOST WORLD at 12 something

we get lost!!!

that long mao size eh ppl larh!!

dint charge his phone, 'zhong yao guan tou' phone out of battery, GPS cant function

at last we go ask the 'taxi lou' only can find the way to go

we enjoy the journey and the fun at the lost world

and tun way body size really like a long mao

hahaxx

later will show the long mao!! kekexx

took it as a replace larh.. i cant go for my genting and kl. this was another trip..

when he take off the cloth, compare with other..his body size is like the long mao as shown in picture (the lowest one fatty long mao!!)

the whole body size is like this!! kakaxx.. the grey colour one!!

此地无银三百两！！！

有些人认为只要有了所谓的完美解释就能掩饰其真正的目的。。。
可能他认为有了这所谓的解释，就能让人家去相信与同情他们所谓的理由。。。
无耻到能搬出自己的公公婆婆叔叔阿姨爸爸妈妈哥哥姐姐弟弟妹妹来促使自己的理由更完美以及天衣无缝！！！
可惜同一个理由是绝对不可以用上两次。。
而你！！就是酱笨的一个人！！
我虽然不聪明，但我不笨，在你第一次给我这荒谬的理由开始我就打从心底讨厌你这个人！！
可惜你就是笨到用同一个理由两次在我身上！！
我讨厌别人给我借口，这我相信认识我的人都知道这是我的禁忌！！
也可能他们不知道这种无知与愚蠢的行为与理由能让人觉得反感与讨厌！！
我很想举例但却不想让某些人没台阶下！！
你和你都是酱讨人厌！！

为了你，我用了一个小时在这里长篇大论，同时也考验了我的耐性！！
你不错啊你！！
不过我现在爽，就像我骂了huan na po一样爽！！

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谢谢！！