i miss my pici a lot!! i miss the moment he with me! sometimes he really very naughty but he will know and understand what me and my cousin thinking about.. i miss the moment when i open the door, i can saw him very excited shake his tails and use its tougue to lick my leg, my hand or even my face.. pici not a branded dog, but it is clever than other branded dog.. i know pici loves us very much.. i still remember the first day he came, he was so samll in size and he was crying but after a day only he ad took us as his family and very close to us ad.. he always likes to lie on my leg, nua on my body.. sometimes when i sleep in room he will curi-curi come in den share my pillow with me and sleep with me, he just like my friend, my family, my brother.. i can talk whatever i want to him, i know he wont spread to others, he was the best secrat keeper.. you give him how much love, he will love u more than you love him.. he likes to eat ice cube and eat ice-cream.. he like to stare on me when i m sitting on the piano seat, he likes me to touch his chin, his head.. he very sensitive on his ears.. when he just come, ngam ngam my elder cousin sister was meet failure in love, pici likes know what was happen to my cousin, he keep sitting at where my cousin sleep, when my cousin cry he just accompany her with silent.. but, at last we abandon him too, although we all very bu she de.. i m sorry

we give pici to a doctor house, firstly we tot that, there is doctor house wo.. the condition was so good compare to us.. they can give pici eat better and stay better, i really tot that it is much better than what we can give pici.. all the prediction was wrong.. yes, the new master got let pici eat and stay, pici can be very free to walk over here or over there, when is time to eat just come back to eat.. my cousin got go visit pici for a few times, but we never think what pici feeling is.. at last pici didnt come back to that place anymore.. pici was missing.. we cant found him anymore, no more..

last month i went to spca to be a volunteer, i tot that i can found pici inside there, but i was came out with full of disappointed, i cant even found a dog which is same colour to pici.. until now a day i still very miss him, especially now.. i hope pici can beside me but no.. beside me was empty.. i miss you pici.. i miss my bie.. i miss myself..

鸡婆

lema

我从来没有见过酱鸡婆的人

东管西管也就算了

现在连我的事你也要管？？

请问一下你是在以什么立场来对我讲这些鸟话？？

你这个八婆管酱多做么？？

请问你又是再以什么身份来对我讲话？？

表姐？长辈？

oOo

长你的兰！你不配！

表姐？很不好意思，我从很早以前就声明过

有资格讲我的表姐就只有三个！

但

不包括你这个鸡拜婆！

你会什么？你又懂什么兰？？

你那鸡拜嘴

只会批评人，讲人，嘴巴像鸡屁股，自以为是，装神弄鬼

为什么我不接你电话？？

因为我syok

怎样？打我啦！我怕你啊！

我不像其他人一样怕你！我不一样！

恐吓我？？以后有事不要求你？？

拜托，我有求过你这个鸡拜婆吗？从来没有

是你自己鸡婆来插手！

讲我gatal??

是又怎样，beh syok ar??

我gatal得起，你管我！！

有时真的很想一刀把你插死！

你可以不要syok syok就来我家吗？？

你很乱你很烦！

度兰！！

也可以请你不要syok syok就打电话给我吗？？

我跟你不亲的不好意思

我喜欢几点回是我的事，我不是住你家，没有关系到你吗hor??

你可以不要酱乱吗？？

我喜欢叫谁来我家睡是我的事

因为那是我家！！

我syok!!

我老爸老妈没出声几时轮到你这个八婆出声

你管我！！

看到你的兰交脸就饱！！

我很想撕烂你那兰交嘴当你讲我二姑的时候！！

你们全部都不配！！！

她是很好的一个人！比任何一个人都好上几百倍！！

你这个鸡拜婆！！

我看天几时收你！！

消嚓波！！！！！

congrats

congrats to my band's juniors..
the result come out.. em, really not in my expectation..
i know i very sui.. anyway
keong xi larh
nothing to write ad..
stop here larh..
so many things to fan..
tata

17062009

i receive a message from amanda today
she said today she skip school (tsk tsk) and ask me go her grandma house with her at balik pulau
hahaxx..
her grandma house was so fun! make me feel like i'm going back to my childhood!
didnt wear shoes walk every where, run every where, kacau the dog, chicken was also every where, plants, earthworm..
the only different is her grandma house was a fruits farm!!
a very very very big farm!!
full of durian trees, rambutan trees, mangosteen, langsat, buah pala, pink guava, keat la(i dunno the word in english).. so many!
amanda grandma house was stay at middle of the mountain so
and we two like siao lang, bring a silly busket go climb here climb there, walk here walk there to collect durian..
we dont care the size of durian, no matter it was big or small..
when we saw it, just pick up!! hahaxx
after collect all, only ask that how to handle har.. soooo heavy!!
kakaxx.. it was so fun!!
amanda was like a monkey, she walk very fast very stable
but me very ham ban, bleeding because cut by branch somemore i fall down!
luckly there is no durian behind me, if not my bud is going to have fews hole.. hahaxx
after we back from balik pulau we go fetch joo huei to gee there eat tomyam..
but i sure kuan gen larh..
den went to cc, amanda teach me n joo play left 4 dead..
beh hiao yi but keep luan yi and luan shout!! whole cc people keep looking at us.. haha.. sia sui
stop here larh.. ai kun ad..
tata..

Bandmate

today we all plan to back pcghs to visit our band
we were full of excited to go back but then we all full disappointed to come out..

as joo said what we can give them is just a word

烂

we all also wonder why our band will become this kind of shit

haiz.. very miss my band life with all my bandmate..

we already habit to face every problem together, fight with school for our band, fight with the witch (TC) for our band, apartment stay, hotel stay, marching together, become oh neh neh together, get scold together or even buy concert uniform oso do it together

i quite miss that feeling..

3 motors, 3 driver and 3 passanger

the 3 motors was yamaha ego, honda wave100 and honda ex5

the 3 drivers was me, minkar and yong qi

and the 3 passanger always is joohuei, amanda, shelvone and yuntyn

hahaxx.. but yuntyn until now a day still not dare to sit my motor, she said i drive very geli

haha.. i just drive faster than minkar and yongqi nia mah..

but now nonid sit motor so lang bei ad larh.. everyone got car ad!

just now went to swimming at ivory by alone

hahaxx, i meet my same age cousin there!!

lema, he ask me dun walk out to the street! he said i like kut tao peng ane, eye like panda!

walk out just will scare people nia.. apalah!

this week got at least 3 people said i thin ki

yuntyn larh, joosee said i like skelaton larh, mimi said i like run out from 非洲难民营larh, kean liang said i like paper larh..

of course larh, now i lef 49kg nia lerh..

before that i very fat meh??

stop here larh!! i going to hang out again!!

tata..

here was my past band life photo

all face look very doint doint 1!! kakaxx..

joo, yuntyn, amanda and me at rapid bus. from hydro majestic hotel to gp



at b.f beach the red shirt is minkar, the back 1 is yongqi then me


all of us!! 2008 f5 band member!! at tesco penang toilet

rapid bus again!!

tesco penang toilet too!!

all of us!! after raptai sukan 2008

sports day!! we wear formal uniform and capture with mr.lim



inside the life of hydro majestic hotel!!


brass family!! zhaoyin, minkar, yuntyn, amanda, yongqi, me, joohuei, chiajern were in this photo

practising!! that f6 senior very luan 1!! sometimes quite keh gao gao

tesco toilet again!! same day larh

I'm sorry fei fei

I Love You

I always needed time on my own
I never though I need you there when I cry
and the days feels like years when I'm alone
and the bed where you lie its make up on your side
when you walk away i count the step that you take
do you see how much i need you right now
when you're gone
the pieces side my heart are missing you
when you're gone
the face i came to know is missing too
when you're gone
the words i need to hear to always get me through the day
and make it ok
i miss you
I've never felt this way before
everythings that i do
reminds me of you
and the cloth you left they lie on the floor
ant they smell just like you
I love the things that you do
when you walk away i count the step that you take
do you see how much i need you right now
when you're gone
i pieces side my heart are missing you
when you're gone
the face i came to know is missing too
and when you're gone
the words i needs to hear to get me through the days
and make it ok
I MISS YOU
we were made for each other
out here forever
I know we were
and all i ever wanted was for you to know
everythings i do i give my heart and soul
i can hardly breathe i need to feel you are here with me
when you're gone
the pieces side my heart are missing you
when you're gone
the face i came to knoware missing too
and when you're gone
all the words i need to hear will always get me through the days
and make it ok
I MISS YOU

I'm sorry fei fei

I LOVE YOU

NORMAL

hmm..
ten days i didnt update my blog, and no special things was happen during these few day..
working working and working
now damn tl to go gurney, when i saw gurney's building..
honestly got a bit yiao lan hin.. hahaxx.. (sorry larh, i very rude one.. hee)
everyday keep repeat the same things, listen to the lala tell story..
i wonder why she got so many other people things to bring out for gossip..
really is a pat por.. em SUPER pat por..
emm.. last saturday, i first time go clubbing with fei fei to celebrate his best friends Gabriel birthday..
i want fully enjoy with all his friends, but i cant!!
i already two days not enough sleep!!
the total hours i sleep for two days not even ten hours u know!!
some more saturday i have to work for full day.. totally bo lat larh..
and and and
joo huei, amanda didnt go also.. mana syok..
haiz...
i get the contract from my college ad..
the rules, terms and condition damn loooonnnnngggg...
i have to find two people to be my gaurantor only can get the scholarship!!
very hard u know!! nobody wants to be gaurantor one!!
lema, eat banana liao larh this time..
headache!!
haiz..
no mood ad.. stop here larh.. =.=

珍惜

这几天心里面一直有着很多不同的感触
最近有一位uncle，他可以说是在我还在襁褓就认识我到现在，他叫郎伯，去世了。。
他的年纪不算很老但却不幸罹患脑癌，在短短的一个月与世长辞了。。
在郎伯去世之前我曾经答应过一位auntie会载他去探望郎伯的。。
可惜我失约了，还诸多借口。。
到最后在我还没探望他之前，他就走了。。
心里面有一种说不出的心酸感。。
过后我表姐跟我说最伤心的还是郎嫂，哭得可说是肝肠寸断
毕竟两老相依为命都近五十多六十年了，什么风雨没经历过呢？
挨都挨过了，苦都苦过了，穷也穷过了，什么酸甜苦辣都一起尝过了。。
像我表姐所说的，跟一个在一起只有五年多的男朋友分手都会哭得半死，更何况在一夜之间，多年的老伴与精神支柱走了，给人都会伤心欲绝的。。
两个人能够相遇是一种两个人共同修来的缘分。。
两人能够携手一起走过人生更是一种福气！
我不会过度强求过着荣华富贵的生活，只要家人健康，过着平凡的生活就够了。。
我相信再怎样富有的人都知道在多的钱也买不回自己所爱的人的一条命
能够看着自己的家人平安，健康，快乐
与自己爱的人携手过完这人生，白头偕老才是人生中最大的幸福与快乐。。
看着彼此慢慢的出现皱纹，头发一根根变成银白色，牙齿一颗颗的掉光 ，慢慢开始挂上老花眼镜，岁月的痕迹慢慢的出现。。

你们知道世界上最多人许下却很难办到的承诺是什么吗？

那就是

“无论你在哪里，生老病死，我都愿意照顾你，陪伴你”

这个承诺看似容易，但不简单，办得到的人又有多少？

夕阳西下，岁月不留人，望着地上俩人的倒影，有没有被幸福包围，视线渐渐模糊。。

很多人都不希望自己的亲人离我们而去，包括我在内。。

但是以后我希望我的老伴能比我先走

不是说我狠心，而是我不忍心把他孤零零留着，一个人再抱着过去的回忆伤心难过，我不舍得！

望着以及触摸手上无名指的承诺，不管是谁，都希望那个替自己套上承诺的人幸福快乐。。

珍惜眼前人，珍惜自己所爱的人，也珍惜所有爱自己的人。。
幸福快乐！！

murder murder& facade

i heard murder murder and facade ad!!!
i love these two song!!!!!!!!!!!
damn nice..
deseperate to blow it with my band mate!!

TIRED!!

haiz..
a bit regret to go back that shop to working..
they are different with X'mas fair!!
i feel not happy when i work at there..
there is no amanda, no yik lean, no fun, no joke, no freedom..
there is totally different!!!
personal sales, punch card, discipline, no joke bla bla bla..
haiz..
i miss X'mas fair, i miss all the laugh!!!
although work in X'mas fair is 24 days non stop and very tired but i still happy to work at that time..
but i know it is useless i talk these all.. T.T