phew..
finally I'm free from last year's final vacation till now.. nyek nyek
happy new year everyone.. new year started, i also did a lot of changes for my own..
second semester had start, this is a tough semester among the 6 semesters, means that upon i pass this semester, everything will be easier. we will get our nurse cap on this march that will be held in berjaya hotel. hee.. i have told you all d lorh, i really want to be a nurse eh. my friends and relative n even my parents also couldn't believe till i get the letter from adventist that i have been chosen by a JCI hospital and college!!! i know i look NOT MATCH! but this is the truth.. hee.. the system there are very strict especially our result and training. everyone study in college n i did the same, but then my college is much more different that others.. mayb more difficult and gotta always be prepared.. and my semester break =.= only 2 weeks per half year.
next, here is a good news! i no longer stay in hostel!!! wee~~~
so syok! but so pity to murphy larh, since i get the confirmation letter from college, she moody till wanna cry d. last thursday was my last night to stay in hostel, she come ma pou with me although we already in the same room. when i tell my guarantor that i want to move out, first thing she ask got people bully me hor.. =.= please larh, since when i kena bully eh, always I'm the one bully people nia gua. i am bad girl lai mah, some more now have the new title 狐狸精for me d lorh, already get use to it larh. as my cousin told me
" guan si toh ho lar, who ask your parent born you with chao lang bin, even you're ho lang, people also will think that you're bad for the first impression because of you face, 狐狸精？and ppl immature dun go care bout it la. not bad mah!" but then i don't even wan to bother bout that immature kids. waste my time as i wont get any benefit from there. she thought she can shake my life with those silly and idiot words.. come on, look around yrself la, who cares bout that.. mirror yrself be4 u hurl out any comment bout others la.. dun make ppl laugh on yr immature act la. or mayb she just 1 ppl to pity bout her la.. whatever la.. non of my business.. n i'm not so KAY PO n busybody to gossip bout others.. let it be la, haha.. even his fren also say y that girl satu macam eh? scare ppl dunno wat's going on? sampai wan to go gurney also need to post in fb ' I'm going to gurney plaza later'.. really so swt.. haha.. back to the topic, just wanna say that I'm doing well, I'm happy with my life.. friends out there, don't worry bout me ya.. hehe..
after all, i survive from my past, i forget and left my old self behind.. for those friend who know about my past are happy and glad to see the new ME.
erm, you call this tough? you want to know what really tough is? you want to try that feeling?
hopeless? disappointed? pain? hurt? heartache? bleed?
If yours story are add in these adjective, better take it out before my friends laugh and look down you
wants to compare? no need larh. you cant even compare part of it
have you ever try to bare a burden until yourself feel like you don't have that wish to bare it and choose to give up everything, and that burden i have to bare it forever and the rest of my life
i m not a 悲观people, thick face a bit.. people who know me they know that i m a person who are active, annoying, talkative cant sit properly, naughty, luan luan go, anywhere also can go, even my dad also tao tia with me. haha..
long time didn't use chinese ad. hao len my chinese a while.. XD
全部事情一起发生而且就只有一个人自己承担，一无所有，书都读不成，身心俱创。时间已逝，我放过他也释放自己在那沉重的枷锁，还是朋友。唯独我家那固执的老阿伯和他那一群的老兄还不能释怀
崩溃？请注意用词，一个人是没那么容易去崩溃的，而且当一个人崩溃的时候并不是那么的清醒，完全不懂得下一步要做什么，要怎样？我并不觉得你是在崩溃喔，那么的清醒，还有本事在facebook大喊大叫让全世界知道, 我认为你在发飙幼稚多过崩溃，无聊到处翻我的陈年往事，才知道那么一点点的小事情就到处献宝？还是你希望有人帮你传达那“天大的事情”过后，希望可以透过这机会，可以帮你做主，即使得不到也来个玉石俱灰？
我很感谢所有对这件事那么关注，给那么多意见的人，也帮了不少那可怜的小孩。这段日子不好意思浪费诸位宝贵的口水，让在下成为街坊茗茶话题，不过试问诸位都认识我吗？而认识我的请问你了解在下吗？都不，是吗？那么何必过于积极给于一些无关痛痒于诸位甚自伤害他人的意见与评论呢？冒昧一句，你们认为你们都有这些资格来批评一个你们不了解甚至不认识的人吗？
当你长得越大，经历的事越多，看得事情就不一样了
我并不会特地将人拿来比较，十枝手指各有长短。现在他很疼我，之前的也不错。试问哪一个人不疼自己的伴侣，只是性格生活方式不一样，不适合不能继续。当找到一个彼此都适合就可能会觉得之前的并不了解，疼自己。从不同的角度去看会看到不一样的事情与见解
遇到最最最不想遇到的人？阁下确定？还是很想遇到？若阁下真的很不想遇到为何阁下又牵着你最想珍惜的那个人在你最最最不想遇到的那个人面前晃来晃去呢？用意何在？是想证明阁下现在很快乐很幸福？放心啦，阁下的高度我们还能看得到，更何况我们又没盲我们的眼睛都并不小很不幸的，阁下已成为我课余纾解压力的管道，沉重的课业，工作以及生活上的压力都在这里给抒发了！在此声明，在下从未说过我是好人，阁下认为本人会在意你那没有经过大脑的行为到处损人名誉的行为吗？很不好意识，在下并不是靠名吃饭的人，装你的可怜兮兮无辜样博同情，在下可以告诉您，像你这样子的假人是你那最最最不想遇到的那个人最讨厌及最瞧不起的那一种人。本人也比谁更清楚我是生活在属于我轨道上的人，我有我的消遣，娱乐与生活方式，也很不幸的，阁下那个最最最不想遇到的那个人是和在下一样，都是生活在同一个世界的人，我们彼此都不会约束彼此也不会反对彼此，我们都很“享受”彼此“玩”的生活。
我给他面子，让你保持你那乖乖淑女形象，你却把我的忍让当做没有一回事，在下容忍度是有一个极限的。事情没弄清来龙去脉，不分青红皂白一直在另一头大喊大叫！反省及回想发生过什么事再来叫，不要一直做一些无聊幼稚行为来让我对你更反感。用你的大脑想一想，本人从2008年就认识他了，要撬也不必等到现在。。
DONT JUDGE ME IF YOU DONT KNOW ME!
Thank you very much! Till then
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