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actually i wanna upload all those cultural night and capping ceremony photos

but i dont know what was happen to the blogspot and have no idea the blogspot ki hami siao

until now i still cant successful to upload all these photo

and now what i decide is

suak

GIVE UP

facebook will do

still the same, carrying the same routine every weekday of the week

lecture, test, clinical...

something different is currently 8 of us including me n juli is posted to island hospital for training

although i m not sponsor by them

expose to different environment to gain more experience about our prefession

all i can describe there is only one word

GOOD

i cant write so much about this in case i will bring myself in trouble

again, my semester final is just around the corner

2 more weeks to let myself prepare for it

and running assessment.. scary

1 thing that now for us to worried is our log book

the rules and regulations had change

for those who are staying in the sabah and sarawak and other state

can or cant go back on this vacation still a question mark for us

other classes enjoy their vacation for 1 month but us only 3 weeks

thats fine, somemore is seperate our vacation

we cant enjoy our vacation by continuous 3 weeks

2 weeks vacation follow by 3 weeks clinical then only 1 week

that is so unfair for those who are staying far away from here

they only can go back to their hometown, see their family and see their loves one in this vacation

only once in half year

and now they somemore want to grab this chance away from us

log book cant fulfill the percentage maybe all of us will stay 1 more week from the vacation to fulfill the log

what the god damn fucking action they took??

did they know how is the feeling for us??

and what will the parents think??

they sent their child to here for educated to being a professional

why make all of us crying here and there somemore cant back for vacation cant back to hometown.

honestly, we all are very very stressful from you all

for those who are standing outside sure will ask

" there is nothing to stress, what you all stress, take it easy. i dont understand what you all must make yourself so suffer"

ya, this is for those who are not my college student, our college is different

JCI accredited, deal with life, only 1 chance, fail? you are out from here , life no takes 2

this is their principal, it will change ever and ever

all those things you all will never understand unless if you're in my shoes

no, is in ours shoes

all the answer from us to you is the

SAME

just now, i was very sad and heartache to see few of my classmate cry in front of me

when i listen to the latest news honestly my tears already prepare to drop out

my heart want to say is

can you all dont bring the rules and regulation from the past to now?

can dont compare the past with now?

you all been suffer from those hard time before can please dont bring to this generation?

i think from the previous education that you all have received never teach you all to forget about your family and your loves one from this profession right?

yes, studies is important but i believe everyone around us also know that family, parents, we only have 1 in our whole life, once lost, it will never come back to us again

as you all teach us, life no takes 2, we dont know what will happen for the next second, how about the next half year.

maybe for this, i have no qualification to talk about this coz my house only in penang somemore i m not staying in the dormitary, i can back to my home everyday

but for our local, we wants to really spend time with ours family

without this vacation, we studies and still studies only

nothing much can do with them

all i want is

PLEASE DO NOT WITHDRAW OUR VACATION

this is what we wish now.