Guys, i'm back.. well, was very busy for the pass 2 months.
finally I'm in final year for the course I'm taking!
god bless i wanna graduate in very short time!
few of my friends was away from malaysia to continue their further studies
and i realize surrounding me those long long close friends of mine is getting lesser and lesser
maybe this is a part of our life when we're growing. I miss you all damn much. still wish to sampat together with you all!
though nowadays have lots of friends. social activities, night life lots but i wish i have peaceful mind.
I'll be going 20 year old in 2 days time, wish you all would be around!
things that worried getting more and more and smiling getting lesser and lesser.
seriously need a deep talk friend!
曾经有位朋友说过
“你也是个人，有情绪也是很正常，这世界本来就不公平，何必逼自己用坚强把自己伪装起来”
好一针见血的一句
说真的，人长得越大知道得越多不见得是一件好事
我宁愿像小时候七岁以前住老家的时候一样，天塌下来都不关我事，放学回家，书包一丢，骑上脚车整个村里趴趴走
生活在拥有超过10人的大家庭里，看透了人与人的虚情假意，互相利用，落井下石还有无理的诬蔑，人世险恶！再纯净的心也会蒙上阴霾！
如果不够强悍，就会成为恶虎嘴里叼的一块肉。多亏你们无情的伤害最疼爱我的那一家人，造就了现在你们所谓无情与毒舌的我
我是多么的心疼他们当时所受的委屈与无助，很怨恨当时我的不知情与无能为力
每次的舌枪唇战，背着对人的怨恨，对人的怀疑，虽然我说这些能让我的脑袋保持灵活预防老人痴呆胜于打麻将，但这些都弄得我好累
我很羡慕mimi的放得开，原谅所有对不起他们，对人还是抱着希望的态度
他说过放过他人也解放自己，耶稣也原谅了所有背叛他的世人
也许我也该尝试放下过去原谅他人，放过我自己了
给自己一个最棒的二十岁生日礼物！
