Wednesday, September 29, 2010

I'm officially turn to 19 and Happy 1 year anniversary with Him!

10 days ago, I'm getting old 1 year and I'm officially turn to 19!
actually there is nothing special, life still go on.
the only thing that is different from the normal days is received lots of birthday wishes
the happy things is every september is the richest month of the year for me! Red Packet!
his family especially his parents were so shocked me is because his father said wanna celebrated together with me.
em.. actually we dont practice this kind of culture in my family
usually we just celebrate for 1 year old and 21 year old only
no need to waste that money just to celebrate birthday larh actually, its not really a big day
but I appreciate the kindness of his family, its makes me so warm
his mother gives me a huge red packet again!
the present he gave to me is, shopping! buy whatever I want to buy, from queensbay to gurney!
that day his wallet was seriously broke a big hole! haa..
the funny thing is my little cousin, hin hin's mother confused that this birthday I'm turning to 21
and she purposely go make a gold key which is printed my name! apa ni.. I know I looks not like 19.. but then if I really turn to 19, surely everyone will know that.. there will be a tranditional ceremony in my family.
hee.. that day also a special date for me and him. we are together for 1 year long.
thanks to him, he brings me a lot of happiness, help me to overcome all the hardship, comfort me when I'm upset, he really pay so much of effort in this relationship, although when we first together time got 1 siao za bo nearly ruin our relationship and done all those naive shit things, create all those fucking fake account, sending bullshit through the fake account, but through the IP address showing is the from the same idiot, want to view my status and info, use the fake account or her friends to send the request, actually lerh, what I want to tell you is, I'm welcome you to use YOUR OWN account rather than those stupid acting. she is trying to do all those shit things like msg his mum?em.. you doing wrong step, his mum is understanding. his bro's gf ? owh no, 1 word for you gong! you tot she got no mouth to tell me? em.. my ex? last time he in relationship with you or me? he know me well or you know me well, or again you think he got no brain to think or no mouth to tell me what's going on? so wow that both of us get shocked when knowing how incredible story that creat by you and the bad things that my ex told you, since when you became my relationship consultant? manage well yourself, control your own mental status and how many characteristics that you are acting, I'm so pity your latest ex, Jenny jenny lim again. if in the future you got no job and carrier, my suggest is you're so talent in creat story wad, how about an auther or a writter, you sure be the most amazing 1, your parents will be very proud of you since you able to creat and edit my story until so awesome huh.. sherynn? you know her longer or me? are you the 1 who classmate with her 2years and sit together in the class for 2 years? are you both be the best friend before or I'm the one? you think she don't know how to differenciate and just believe what you saying? seriously if I'm you I'll very shame of myself, what you trying to do and the words you said just create an entertaiment and topic for us to laugh and gossip about how crazy and naive you are. all them was telling me, you are so annoying! seriously and actually I can just let things go and be friend with you, I manage to meet you and have a relax conversation but since so many people telling me about how mature you are and how amazing you are, em.. save it! and I'll not just let it go like this. dont blame that I'm trying to find trouble and like to shoot you. but you are the only one able to make me so pui fuk you.stop talking about you
he always plan the things to makes me happy, bring me go travel, buy things for me, early in the morning 5 something fetch me to hospital although he is very tired and sleepy, wait me 1 hour just to fetch me home from training, affort to let me spend him... and lots lots of things.. maybe some of you may tot that its a small things but there use the heart to feel, it is really warm and touch your heart. imagine that a guy can accept every past of you no matter what..
anyway.. I wanna say sorry that I always makes you angry but you still come to me.
you are trying so hard to give everything best to me.
I know sometime you very worried I hang out late at night with friends but back home alone, sometimes when I see you wait me until you fall asleep, its so guilt to you.. hee
lastly.. happy 1 year anniversary for us..

this is our first photo capture
its last year 12.09.09
sunset bistro seaside

during chinese new year
went to genting with my family

foot print!

I love you!

1 Malaysian celebration

As you know, my college like to have all lala zap zap event except prom night. ceh..!!
so we have our 1 Malaysia celebration last wednesday
and I finally got my first saree in my life!
I bought it from market street aka little india there together with bunch of classmate
you believe or not, whole saree including measure do the blouse and the safety saree base only cost me RM82!
honestly I got shock when it is so cheap!
thanks to sheyma!!! she so pandai in bargain the price for us!
I bought the saree is black in colour! hahaxx.. because I dont know which colour is nice to suit me and the colour that most suit me is black! wohoo~
when they help me to wear the saree, it is so complicated!!
I plan to wear high heels on that day but
" please larh! you already tall enough, you wanna be giraffe izit?"
"omg! can you change to wear flat?!"
"you are so tall! samo you are thin, bamboo!!" =.= shit you!
sounds so bad!why everyone can wear heels but me?
so sad man! everytime go shopping see all the nice heels just make me drip saliva
when I finally decide to buy the heel, surely this sentence will came out from the person who go with me
"are you sure you wanna buy it? you already tall enough, you wear heels date with william?"
ish... I dont want think about it!
almost everyone also know my nick name that given by my cousin
which is ah neh, that day I really became ah neh!
anyway, I already got cheongsam and saree
my next aim is
BAJU KEBAYA
ahaha

Juli, Shalom Lingesh, ME
still the same, both of us but Rennae
Sally and I
group of Indian dance! spot me?
us!

Thursday, September 9, 2010

Updates

Actually I'm very very lazy to updates
super duper lazy but I have lots of things to say
say 1 by 1? I dont think I can make it.. tangle by lazy ghost! haa..
erm.. let me say the most recent things, that is..
1 is spontaneous vaginal delivery (means normal delivery) and the other 1 is c-sec (means through operation).
what I can say is, nowadays we still can sitting in front of the screen to read my blog all must thanks to our mother. they really suffer lots during the period of delivery!
if you never see you will not know!
mothers are taking the risk of sleep in the coffin forever and ever to bring us to this world
I was there to witness the whole procedure
the one that give me deep impression is that normal delivery.
I feel like I'm crying together with the mother who is giving birth. I can even feel it is painful!
but then when the new born is out, start to cry the first sound, the mother will forget all the painess
1st thing the respone is look at the baby and smile
and the smile make me feel so touch!
through this posting, I got the chance to enter operating theater to see how a women giving birth through operation coz when we are year three time only arrange to training in OT, and through this chance, I experienced to cut the newborn umbilical cord! can't believe right!
Me TOO, very excited to it!
the feeling is totally different with when taking care patient in medical-surgical ward
I had make a decision.
I will take midwife in my post basic course!
and I'm posted to nursery too! that day Poh ye and I were be the mother of 5 babies!
the babies all are very small and all in pinkish colour. but then when the baby cry time, it is really hin! because the crying is just like very contagious! they will cry one by one! and you will no idea which one to sayang and huhu first! haha.. but I love all of them. when everyone going to nursery they will automatically show all the mother's character out! it is true!
see the photo below!
Little evil in the house!
is my little cousin sister who is taking care by my er gu
I takes her qing chun zhao today!
she is so cute and so naughty! but makes me can't stop to love her!
maybe I got no younger sister gua only have 1 bastard younger brother so makes me so love her?
I also don't know. but she is totally younger than me almost 18 years!
ho mia a bit, she can be my daughter d lorh!

someone trying to steal the fruits from 'teh zhu kong' there.
she turn back to look at me when I'm calling her name

choking.

staring

satisfactory!

satisfactory 2

eating

staring 2

eating 2

innocent

lastly.. by the crazy one!

Wednesday, September 1, 2010

Fuck You

about this post, I wont take care of what so called girl's image
what I want to shout is

FUCK YOU
FUCK YOU
FUCK YOU
FUCK YOU

FUCK YOU!!!!!!!
o0o